In search of the ideal woman (Final story: Why I quit the club and what I think now)
Two times beforeFrom the parting with Mika that I wrote in
This time, I will write about how I got there.
If that's okay with you, I'd appreciate it if you could read it patiently.
Contents
Why I Left the Dating Club
heart connection
Episode 3Yuka who wrote in
Episode 4とEpisode 5With Maria who wrote in, drowning in her body,
Feeling uncomfortable with the invisible wall that Yuka makes,
"Heart Connection"
Without this, I cannot continue my relationship with a woman.
"Connection of the heart"
That's why SEX wasn't the goal,
I met Yuka about four times,
Limits connected by entertainment expenses
When I saw the “connection of hearts” after parting with Maria,
Rather than
“Entertainment expenses destroy relationships with women”
I'm looking for a heart connection, but it seems like the entertainment expenses are getting in the way
Episode 2I wrote it in
“If there is a good person, I would like to have a long relationship with him.”
This clipping is from Mr. Minami, who I met for the first time,
I was hoping for a long relationship.
The relationship that is connected by entertainment expenses is too fragile.
A woman I met at a club once told me:
“Because there is entertainment expenses, you can draw a line”
This is the identity of the "invisible wall",
This is just help dating.
I know I have no reason to meet a man without entertainment expenses,
When I joined the club, I read somewhere on the bulletin board that
"Is it possible to meet a good woman once out of 10 people?"
If I remember correctly, Maria-san was the one I met after there were a little over 10 people.cute and
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Joy is fleeting, she changes her attitude after months.
Mika who was really fun to be with.
There are rough places, but I am kind,
I felt a connection with her, but only when we met.
Due to Mika's circumstances,
I can't help but feel the limits of entertainment expenses.
When connected by entertainment expenses,TemporarySeeking a long heart connection even if there is a purpose
I've come to this idea, including the women I haven't written about before.
my ideal woman
Denying a relationship with dating expenses
Since it is a place called a dating club, there is a relationship between dating and after dinner.
On top of that, there is a “long-term emotional connection” and “we can’t connect with entertainment expenses”
"Girlfriend"
I was surprised by this answer, but strangely it made sense.
Somewhere in my heart, I was searching for such a woman.
However, since the dating club is not a place to look for girlfriends,
thoughts after leaving
Although I am writing anonymously,
"The answer of the ideal woman I was looking for was a girlfriend"
Well,
I deny even entertainment expenses, and I'm crazy.
I just want to tell you this
It's been almost three months since I left Universe Club.
I will write what I think now.
The word "pseudo-romance" used in clubs.
How should we understand this?
Imasala what are you talking about!(laughs)
If you look up the "pseudo" of pseudo-romance on Weblio
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love and pseudo-love
So what separates romance from pseudo-romance is Nan?
this answer.i don't have it
I didn't post it
"I like you."
Is it going well?Offer to make a decision while thinking
The lobby of the hotel where I wait nervously
Would you like to meet again?The frustration of waiting for a reply after lining up
What kind of date shall we have next?My heart leaps when I think of
Photo taken of just the two of us
When I say "I love you", I can't help but feel the tension
The answer is her smile
The joy of that moment and the emotional connection you feel
Premonition of parting that appeared in Hui
A reckless offer with no chance of success
The size of her existence and the pain in my chest that I know alone
Dating clubs are fun because they play seriously, not half-heartedly.
Putting aside the answer of girlfriend, I played seriously,
Mika who liked the gap that can not be said to be Nan.
she was busy working
You may have dated several men.
I can say that to every woman I meet,
A woman told me in bed
"do not look! 』
The atmosphere of this word is not "Don't look (heart)" but "Don't look!
My face is turned away and the engine stalls (laughs)
When I later asked her what she meant by these words,
"Even if you say that, I wanted you to get over it."
Looking back now, she taught me with her attitude without even asking.
In short, I'm a kid who doesn't understand a woman's heart.
From the title of this post, "Seeking the ideal woman"
I'm an unattractive kid, putting my inadequacies on the shelf,
It's frustrating to write, so I'm going to practice my life for a while (laughs)
I don't know when
At that time, please do not refuse admission (laughs)
at the end
Thank you so much for reading this long post!
If there are people who have read all 8 episodes,
When I applied for the column, the request from Mr. Tajima, who was in charge, was,
"For men and women who have never experienced a dating club,
in that case,
This will be my last post.
Not enough consideration in my post,
I would like to take this opportunity to apologize.
Everyone who read the past diary that was just clumsy
Mr. Mack, Mr. Joe, Mr. A, and Mr. Taro for their comments
Mr. Tajima who was in charge
Mr. Kida, who gave me this opportunity even though he quit the club.
I would like to express my deepest appreciation for this opportunity.
It was a short time, but
I hope that everyone will have a happy encounter.
Spring, summer, autumn, winter worship
*The name of the woman in the article is a pseudonym.