In Search of the Ideal Woman (Episode 5: The First Monthly)

2018-04-24

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I entered the dating club with a light heart, and I'm an early fifteen-year-old girl who doesn't look like Nan.After parting with Yuka, she was looking for "what kind of person would be her ideal woman?" when she met Maria.

I was shocked by SEX with her and drowned in her bodyLast story.

Contents

1 first monthly
2 only 3 months
3 The ideal woman who has become quite visible

first monthly

"I'm happy with yakitori and beer♪"

Maria said, so the second time I went to a yakitori restaurant.

When I leave the store after talking about trivial things

"I'm sorry today was that day.I'll make an apology, so why don't you go somewhere for the second one? 』

It's a shame because I couldn't forget the last time (laughs)

I can't help but do this all the time, so I'm going to take care of myself and go to the bar for the second one.

After having a rambling conversation at the bar, I left the bar and headed for the main street in search of a taxi.

"Hey, give me a bite"

"Eh... it wouldn't be funny if someone I knew saw it..."

As I was giving such an indecisive reply, Maria approached me even more.

With this, I can't tell which is male and which is female (bitter smile)

Since we met for the first time, Maria has been positively expressing her interest in emails.

Although there was no after-meal relationship on this day, I conveyed my goodwill through my actions.

There is no need to feel bad.

Moreover, on top of being cute, the compatibility of SEX is outstanding.

For me, Maria was someone I thought I would never meet a better woman at a club, so I naturally made a suggestion to her.

"Do you want to meet at the end of the month from now on? 』

"I'm happy♪"

Maria who accepted.

At this time, I finally met the ideal woman, and I thought that this relationship would last forever.

only 3 months

"I can't see you anymore! 』

And a sudden email from Maria.

"Nan? Nan? The month has started, but is it going to end suddenly?""What's the matter? 』and reply with

"I have a chronic disease and I won't be able to see you for a while."And that.

"It's bad for my heart. I want you to tell me that first."

I decided to wait for her chronic illness to subside, even though I thought it was a bad start.

From Maria after a while

"I've calmed down quite a bit, and I want to see you."

I got an email, so I'm going to meet you for the first time in a while.
while lying in bed

“Come to think of it, he said he was quitting the club because he only wanted to date me.What happened after that? 』
If you ask

"I'm sorry.I told the club, but they held me back so hard I couldn't quit.'

It was Maria who said she was quitting the club.

For the first time, I thought, "What?"

When I first met you, I asked you this question.

"Is it okay to go out at night even though I have children? 』

"It's okay because the older child will take care of you."

Since it became the end of the month

“After all, we only get to see each other at night, maybe once a month.”

There were other big events, but I won't write them here.

It became a monthly relationship, and Maria almost stopped telling me her favors.

I didn't quit the club there, and the change in the time we can meet, things that I can't write here.

They broke up just three months after they met.

The ideal woman who has become quite visible

There is no lie in thinking "I will never meet more women".

I was drowning in SEX with Maria.

She was the sexiest woman in my life.

Moreover, it is cute and gives favor.

For me, I thought there was no better woman, but that was before I started monthly.

I don't know why it changed after I got to the end of the month, but when I couldn't help but think that Maria's behavior in the early days was a lie to draw me in, no matter how much I was drowning in her body, I didn't want to break up with her. I chose.

Parting with Maria brought me much closer to the ideal image of a woman that I seek.

I can see quite a bit, but at this time I can't see everything.

The reason I could clearly see my ideal woman was because I met a woman five months after I broke up with Maria.

Spring Summer Autumn Winter

*The names “Maria” and “Yuka” in the article are pseudonyms.The club name is of course different from the real name.There is no such woman even if you look for it in the Universe Club membership site, so it's not bad.

: Writers: Spring Summer Autumn Winter
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5 thoughts on “In Search of the Ideal Woman (Episode 24: First Monthly)”

Mac Than:

2018-04-24 2: 20 PM

I've never done monthly.
I've never said that I want you to quit the club, or rather, I've never felt that way in the first place, and I don't have any ideas.
Desire for possession or possession?
Dating a woman is like going to the movies for me.It's like I don't want to "own" a movie, even though I can visit it as often as I like.
Even the same man is very different.I feel strange.
- Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
  
  2018-04-24 8: 24 PM
  
  Thanks for your comment, Mac!
  If you say monopoly desire, possessive desire, you're right.
  If I were to supplement it, I think that the personality of being absorbed in one thing has become a monthly habit, and now I wonder if I wanted to deepen my relationship with her?I also think, but I'm sorry that I couldn't explain it well to Mr. Mac.
A Than:

2018-04-24 4: 32 PM

There are men who say "Marry me" every time they fall in love, let alone the end of the month.
I haven't actually gotten on the monthly talk, but I'm not just denying it out of my head, but if it's reasonable to do it monthly, I might agree.

As an aside, I want to own a movie too.
In particular, Japanese people are still famous for diligently buying DVDs.
If you have money, you will want to buy a restaurant.
I once bought the rights to a bar for around 800 million yen, but that was because I saw the seller there and thought it would be fine.
In fact, after that, while I was neglecting it, the wealthy people in Asia began to buy explosively, and the prices of Romanée-Conti, Petrus, and pre-war whiskey became quite absurd, so I put in about 1000 million yen with wet hands. .
I drank half of it myself (laughs).

So if you think, ``It might cost 800 million, but it's worth about 3000 million, it's a sleeping woman.
- Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
  
  2018-04-24 9: 02 PM
  
  Thank you for your first comment!
  I can't make rational decisions like Mr. A, so I tend to make decisions based on emotions and then apply reasoning later.That's why my relationship with Maria ended in failure (laughs).
  Also, I would appreciate it if you could read it.
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-25 5:12 AM
    
    I refrained from commenting, saying that I shouldn't interrupt the interesting series in the middle, and that I should be patient until the final episode, but yesterday I accidentally commented as I intended to comment on Mr. Mac (^ _ ^;)
    
    I'm envious of Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter who have already graduated.
    Dating can't graduate unexpectedly.
    If the money continues halfway or the family is missing.
    
    A person like me, who has been in a middle-aged ``lost mood'' for a long time, can't get out.
    Now I have a woman who will save me money, so I can hold back, but I think it might be better to graduate from the shock of my wife's finding out, sexually transmitted diseases, pregnancy, etc.
    
    I'm paying attention to the development of spring, summer, autumn and winter.
    I also think that Kida-san's generosity in serializing the articles of those who left the dating club because they didn't fit in (?) is also good.
  - Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
    
    2018-04-25 8:14 AM
    
    Mr. A
    good morning.See the contents, is it a reply to Mr. Mack?That's what I thought.I thought that Mr. A, who has a deep knowledge of literature, would not comment on my clumsy writing, so I was happy to reply without thinking.
    
    I have always been chasing one thing, so I envy the flexibility of Mr. A, who can change his response according to the other woman, and I admire his willingness to continue being a member.
    
    Mr. Kida's capacity is really amazing.He's not going to write a critical article just because he quit the club.
    I'm writing about a woman right now, but I've finished writing the final story.I would be happy if you could laugh at me that there was such an idiot.
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-25 1: 28 PM
    
    I feel that the brushwork deepens as the episode progresses.
    As a reader, I can't wait for the continuation of this series, as it is a very useful series for men who are wondering whether to enter the world of dating clubs.
    I wish it had a happy ending, but...
- Mac Than:
  
  2018-04-25 11:51 AM
  
  Like Mr. A, I am also interested in Mr. Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter's "graduation".Everyone thinks that they are normal and natural, but it is not so from other people's point of view.
  When I read stories about the experiences of men who are different from myself, I project myself into them, so I feel like I'm drowning in SEX with Maria while wearing Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter's cosplay.It's fresher and more exciting mentally than real sex. Don't you feel the same way about A?
  I am strangely excited about possessiveness and monopoly desire.It stimulates muscles in areas that have not been trained.Well, I'm looking forward to "graduation".You may have mixed feelings.I want to try a simulated experience quickly.
  - Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
    
    2018-04-25 7: 14 PM
    
    > Well, I'm looking forward to "graduation".I want to have a simulated experience quickly
    The hurdles are too high! (smile).From Mr. Mac's point of view, it's really a low-level story that makes you wonder, "What's that?"
- Mac Than:
  
  2018-04-25 12: 06 PM
  
  >Maybe it costs 800 million but worth about 3000 million is a sleeping woman
  This may be the big difference between Mr. A and me.
  I have never felt that the woman in front of me was worth about 3000 million.I don't hold out much hope for the future.Rather than saying that she is awake, I feel that women are more raw than alcohol, and that they are enjoying the season in front of them.
  I don't invest in things that are uncertain, and I don't dream about them.That's why I didn't grow up small (^^;.
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-25 3: 24 PM
    
    I like Kanayama.
    If you think there is a prospect of a mine, you want to secure the rights.
    
    The other day, I was exchanging words with the owner of another club.
    "It's a rough statement, but in some sense, isn't there a woman worth about 1000 million?"
    It became a story,
    "If you have 50 celebrities 20 times, you'll get 1000 million," or "If you offer 50 black girls in the universe, 1000 million will disappear." However, it is very boring.
    I think, or rather, the one that fits my gender is probably "The Woman Who Saves 1000 Million Dollars."
    I want a woman who makes me feel stupid to play with others.
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-25 3: 52 PM
    
    What do you mean by this?
    Cost savings through consumption.
    I arbitrarily call it "sedation investment" or "fire suppression purchase", but I allow myself to some extent as a countermeasure against brain runaway in middle age.
    Since appetite and lust are rooted in instincts, there is a limit to suppressing them, and if the brain starts to go out of control, it can't be helped by giving a certain amount of food to extinguish the initial fire.
    Even if it costs 200 million a year to extinguish the fire, if you can think that the runaway of 500 million minutes can be suppressed, it will be good.
  - Mac Than:
    
    2018-04-25 5: 52 PM
    
    Isn't that exactly what you call love?
    envy.I guess the word "Keijo" was coined by masters like Mr. A.
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-25 8: 28 PM
    
    picture⁉
    To be called "love"...(^^;)
    
    It seems that the writing style was poor and misunderstood, so I will write it down specifically.
    Right now, I have one woman who has been costing me around 200 million a year for the last XNUMX-XNUMX years despite having a non-sex relationship. However, my perception is "In my life, she is the woman with the highest cost performance next to my wife."
    By the way, my wife is also sexless, so both of us are non-sex (^^;).
    
    There are two factors.
    First of all, the denominator is large, and the "joy" of being together is very large.
    Extraordinarily beautiful, still astonishingly good-natured, exuberantly good-natured, and reasonably smart.
    I don't care much about houses, cars, watches, or clothes, but I can't stand women unless I'm accompanied by a special beautiful woman, so it's perfect for me.
    
    And (and this is the point of this article), "Because of her, no other woman will follow."
    As a middle-aged man with half-baked change, I often end up in doubt about the offer itself, but soon I started comparing myself to her, and my hesitation was nothing more than my hesitation, this time. I will regret and disillusioned that I did something that I should not have done again.
    That's what I mean by "saving you money".
    Thanks to spending 200 million on her, I can save at least 2-3 times that amount in the area of play alone, and since I can maintain high motivation at work, the profit return is probably dozens of times.
    I can't let go of this.
  - Mac Than:
    
    2018-04-25 11: 49 PM
    
    In my dictionary, it means "to fall in love", which is synonymous with love, but please excuse my definition of "love" being too broad.
  - Mac Than:
    
    2018-04-26 12:15 AM
    
    I'm not very attached to things or people.I have a strong libido, but that one is light-hearted.I'm kind of envious of Mr. Spring, Summer, Autumn, and Winter's desire to monopolize.It seems to be very pleasant when it is satisfied (^^).
  - A Than:
    
    2018-04-26 7:59 AM
    
    That's what it meant.
    In my case, I think the temperature is a little lower than "Farekoru".
    It may be closer to "evaluate".
    I feel like a good salesman is cute.
    For better or for worse, I am a business person, so the biggest criterion for judgment is whether or not it will have a positive impact on my work.
    I think that's the criteria Trump used to choose Melania, and that's why Ivanka and her husband are cute.
Joe Than:

2018-04-26 9:35 AM

spring, summer, autumn and winter
I will comment again.
This time, too, I read it while being really fascinated by it. "I can't write it here" is repeated, but I understand it well.No, it doesn't mean you can imagine the content.dear?There were a lot of things I couldn't write about Sakura-chan.Still, I couldn't turn back (bitter smile).I hope that Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter's column will have a happy ending for me, who has fallen into endless hell.
- Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
  
  2018-04-26 6: 39 PM
  
  When I saw Joe's previous column saying, "I don't want to write specifics," I thought, "It makes me want to know more!" became.No matter how anonymous I am, I can't write even if I want to.But there are things that I have no choice but to express as "I can't write."
  I don't know if it will have a happy ending, but for some reason I would like to meet Joe at least once.
- Mac Than:
  
  2018-04-27 2: 27 PM
  
  It seems that I was inspired by the two of you, and I ended up writing "Chapter XNUMX".I just sent you an email, so will it be up next week?Thank you again for your comments m(_ _)m.
  - Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
    
    2018-04-27 4: 55 PM
    
    Of course, I will put in comments, but I am looking forward to what kind of content (lol)
  - Mac Than:
    
    2018-04-27 5: 45 PM
    
    "I can't graduate yet" is the punchline (^^).Thank you.
  - Spring Summer Autumn Winter Than:
    
    2018-04-27 6: 16 PM
    
    Mac really suits the club (laughs).From the point of view of me who graduated, I am very impressed with Mr. Mack who is tough.
  - Joe Than:
    
    2018-04-28 1:04 AM
    
    Is spring, summer, autumn and winter safe?After graduating, Mr. Mac is sticking to his own style, but I'm the only one who's wandering through hell.Today I made an offer for the first time in a while and went on a date.of course?Physical contact is only a hug (bitter smile).