Love Vaccine Chapter XNUMX Good and Evil (XNUMX)

The exchange of lines continues.

Mac“I see, so it was just easy to get carried away?
We are already heading towards remission.Then it might be better to keep it.
It was written that the re-enactment was ``an attempt to self-treat'', so perhaps partly due to my own unconscious desires, I interpreted it as convenient.
I have a humble heart, but I'm not the kind of person who wants to covet pleasure to the point of making others unhappy, so what should we do about our relationship in the future?
Basically, it's whether Nao-chan's condition will get worse by dating me.
If Nao cuts ties with me and ends up being swept away by her father, I still feel like I'm better off.
I'm not that kind of teacher, but there are a lot of bad guys.
If Nao quits being a daddy, or sticks to dinner dates, I'll quietly back down.
It's up to Nao-chan. "

Sexual desire disguised as kindness.
The real intention that cannot be determined from the text alone.
This is what I wanted to write about in this column.
I wasn't a gentle person or anything, I was just a mass of libido with a little skill in verbal expression.
No wonder or self-loathing.
There is myself who is objectively looking at it indifferently, "Oh, that's right."
No, the fact that self-hatred does not arise here may be the decisive proof that I am not kind (good), but rather a lump of sexual desire (evil).
I got a reply from Nao-chan.

Nao-chan"It's all right...
Release more desires...
I think that the root of △'s endless desires has a lot to do with his unsatisfied childhood and adolescence.
I would like to embrace, kiss and love all of △, including his past, present and future.
Personally, I would like to continue my relationship with △.However, there may be times when the frequency of seeing each other decreases due to circumstances such as my family, and the dissociation may worsen and suddenly disappear.
I bought 2 yen worth of love cosmetics for △ so that I could enjoy my time with him even more.
I will bring it next time we meet. ”

Nao-chan is straight to "replay".
I let Nao-chan choose.Her Nao-chan chose it by her own will.
I know that it's a superficial thing, and in reality it's not Nao-chan's reason, but her unconsciousness that moves her.
I replied too.
Of course, by words with a "good" face driven by sexual desire.

Mac"That was fine.
I'm sorry if I was making up the story for my convenience, but I think that the relationship with me will be Nao-chan's love rehabilitation.
Teenagers, who normally enjoyed dating with people of the same generation, had been oppressed, so I'm preparing to regain that.
Also, I definitely want to do things that I couldn't do in my youth, and Nao-chan's attitude of taking care of me is the main thing, so I feel like it's good for independent love and male-female relationship practice. . ”

The exchange continued for some time after this.
While writing, and now transcribing the text of the line like this, I feel that I have been able to understand my inner self very well.
Until now, even though I'm a daddy, I've done some good deeds (big money, then mental support) to the girls I've met. believed to be good.
In this case, it has become clear that this is not the case, and that it is simply sexual desire itself, even if it is not evil.
The only reason I'm doing Papa-katsu is because of my desperate desire to somehow have sex with a young girl I like.
I even came up with this:
- Young women who have been traumatized by sexual abuse in the past. I guess.Let me help those who are worried about it.As close as possible to the situation at that time, but in a situation that is absolutely safe, I will be the partner of the "reenactment".If you've been raped, wouldn't you like to play safe, similar to rape, and release the emotions you weren't able to release at the time?
It is ethically difficult to do this as a medical treatment method in the case of sexual trauma, although it is about getting used to the traumatic act by touching it little by little (habituation).But I can do this.What do you think?ー
How about creating a site like this?
Young women who have suffered sexual trauma in the past, who are fascinated by "reenactment", may want "treatment".
And the trauma that the girls experienced in the past can be tasted, albeit moderately, as the perpetrators.
Also as a "good" person.
I am good with words.You have the ability to guide your opponent.
Nao-chan, who was depicted in the first half, refuses to be an adult, but other than that, can't you say that she is very sensual and attractive?
Some people, like the acquaintance who introduced me, may feel uncomfortable and keep their distance, but if you can "repeat" it well, men can feel very delicious.
On the other hand, there is a high possibility that Nao-chan's symptoms will worsen due to further trauma from the replay.
Despite this, I skillfully guide her in the direction of satisfying her sexual desires.
Yes, my nature was evil.
I didn't even notice, really.
It can be said that it is good to give money to a daughter who is in trouble with money.
A girl looking for emotional support can be dependable.She can still be considered good.
However, in the case of a child who seeks a partner for a "reenactment", deception is impossible.Responding to this is never good.
―In this world, there is malice born of good intentions.There is goodness born of malice—
Malice with the face of good intentions, and good intentions born from bad intentions.
Good and evil appear alternately, like peeling the skin of an onion.
It sounds complicated, but it really isn't.
When you realize that you are evil, a new "good" is born in your heart.
Awareness of the nature of evil within oneself makes one's behavior a little more modest.Recognizing the beast that lurks within you is the first step in getting used to dealing with it.That is the newly born “good”.
That "newborn goodness" is why I am writing this column now.
Dear men, the girl in front of you who is chomping on your dick doesn't want money, has a strong sexual desire, or likes you. It may be.
Ladies, aren't you unconsciously trying to relive your past trauma by doing dad activities?
Because I thought that telling it might be about XNUMX% redemption.
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