I must have been 20 years old when I joined the Universe club.
Actually, when I was 18, I had a relationship with a 60-year-old man, or rather, a relationship like a lover. The relationship lasted for about two years, she remembers.

I will write that story this time.
It looks like it's going to be a long sentence as usual, so I'm going to get rid of the digression.

encounter

About the encounter, it will be too long to write again, so I will omit it.
From the first time I saw him, I knew he was the type of person I was, and it was like falling in love at first sight.
Later, I was shown some pictures of him when he was young, and I thought that even though I had met him when I was young, I had come to like him.
The face looks like a combination of Hiromi and Masatoshi Hamada.I'm a baby-faced boy who loves Papua very much ( ^ω^)
I had a business card when I met him, so I still vividly remember calling him that weekend with my heart pounding.
And the conversation that I have an errand to go to kanazawa in the near future.Of course we promised to eat.

first meal

Even though it's a restaurant in a department store, it wasn't a high-class restaurant, but I was nervous all the time.I don't remember what kind of conversation he had, but I do remember the scent of the perfume he was wearing.And that night, while soaking in the bath at his home, I remembered the scent and was thrilled again.

Second trip to Tateyama

Now that I think about it, I feel like I was really drastic, but the second meeting was a trip.Tateyama trip for two days and one night.I remember being very disappointed when I received a reservation for a ryokan on LINE the day before, saying "Number of rooms: 2", and wondering why they weren't sharing the same room.
On the night of the trip, I went to his room with no bra and a yukata, and I feel like I desperately seduced him as a little girl (;^_^A
And I slept in the same futon until morning.
As for his core function as a man, he was on the weak side.When a certain Komuro held a secret interview, he said that he understood his feelings well.

after that

Like this, a distorted relationship that is neither a lover nor a mistress started somehow (he is not married, never divorced, and has no children, always single), and we communicated on LINE almost every day.Were you on the phone once a month?
It's not like that at all now, but at the time I was the type of person who always wanted to keep in touch with people I liked, and I would whine that I would be lonely if I couldn't communicate with them even for a few days.
It's probably the norm for men in this world to get cold feet when something like that happens, but perhaps because of his tolerant personality and experience, or perhaps because of his loneliness, he never treats me harshly and treats me kindly.However, I sometimes think that this is, so to speak, "indulgence" and that this may not have been good for me later.

He was a salesman and traveled all over the country.He often went to Hokkaido, Niigata, Toyama, Fukui and Okinawa.At the time, he was sharing the schedule with the two of us on "Timetree," and it was common for him to be in Hokkaido this week and Okinawa next week.
Kanazawa wasn't the main business area, so we didn't see each other very often.When we meet, we will stay together at a business hotel in front of the station.There are often changes in plans, and the hot spring trip I was looking forward to was canceled the day before due to a change in business trip.At that time, I was really sad and cried all day long.
Even with all that going on, I still enjoyed eating and traveling with him, who knows a lot about different places.
Other than the Nantoka hotel in Yokohama and the Nantoka hotel in Okinawa, there was nothing particularly luxurious, but for me at the time, dating such an older man was a novelty in itself.
 

Joining the Universe Club and Lies

The time she continued her relationship with this man overlapped with the time she joined the Universe Club.
I told him on the phone one day that I was thinking of joining one of these dating clubs (which I normally wouldn't).
In my faint recollection, he seemed a little angry,"If ○○ decides, I won't stop it."I vaguely remember what I was told.
After that, I lied.“After all, I stopped joining dating clubs.”He said.By that time, she was already in a relationship with the first man in the Universe club.
"I see~"said, and he didn't seem to care.

別 れ

About half a year later, suddenly“Is it really a good idea to continue with this man?”I came to think.In the relationship between a man and a woman, it's common to think that people are cold when they think about nonsense such as "Is this relationship a good one?"
Now that the statute of limitations has expired, I confess that I was only held by this man for two years when I was 18 and 19.
Back then"I'm fine with that, because I love it."I wondered if it was really good for me to say, "I'm going to be calm."I started to think.

It's strange that such a conflict has never arisen in a love affair with such an extreme age difference. I was worried.

While thinking about such things, I decided to meet him because he had a plan to come to Kanazawa.
3 days ago.After all, I contacted him to stop staying with two people.Let's just eat together.
1 day ago.After we meet, we appoint the usual yakiniku restaurant as the place for dinner, but the time is Corona.The other side has refused.Instead, I decided to buy supermarket side dishes and eat them at Papua's house.
This time I declined.One of the reasons was that the room was so messy that I couldn't clean it up in time for the next day, but the main reason was that I didn't want to spend time alone with the two of us.
But before I could tell him the main reason, he had a vague idea of ​​what I was doing."Could you have a boyfriend?"I heard.He said he was not my boyfriend, but he was neither close nor far away.
Even if I told him that, he didn't change in particular, with his usual bright tone,“Oh, right!said.In fact, the next day she just talked a little bit and left without a hitch.This is the story of the last time we met.

Now

Currently, I may be doing LINE about once or twice every six months.Basically, they don't come from the other side, and it feels like I'll send them when something happens.
I don't know how they feel about it, but I think they're building a comfortable relationship in their own way in a relationship between a man and a woman that has ended.
When a man and a woman who are in love end their relationship, it is normal for them to cut ties as if nothing had happened.I think it's probably the same for the foamy relationship in the dating club.Basically, it starts with a physical relationship and an exchange of money.
Considering this, I think whether or not you can build an unsexual relationship after the end of the relationship depends on the quality and quantity of the emotional exchanges during the relationship.And a lot more than you might imagine.And that we both have no ulterior motives.

How is the relationship in the dating club

Most female members of dating clubs probably don't think much of wanting to continue to have silly interactions after a physical relationship with a man has ended.So am I.In a state of dangling in which there are no stoppers of the body and money, sending a casual message where on earth the final goal of the exchange is placed cannot be seen.You won't win each other.

However, there are super super super exceptional cases like this, and it was a story that men and women are strange.