I have lived a simple and earnest life.She devoted herself to her studies and work. 

However, 45-year-old ㊛ who realized that there was a lover's desire deep in his heart. 

Last time, I wrote about the feeling of wanting to be a mistress hidden in me. 

So this time, how is your aptitude as a lover?I will try to verify that. 

On the sound of the word mistress 

 What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the word "mistress"? 

 Bewitching?・・・ (No) 

sex appeal?... (no, maybe) 

Obscene?... (unrelated) 

Witch girl?・(no way) 

I think the general public has this image. 

It's a very prejudiced image, but I think it's probably like this. 

appearance (face) 

As I wrote last time, I am not beautiful.Somewhere between the middle and the bottom (laughs). 

Even so, there was a certain amount of popularity and invitations from people who took care of me at work and met frequently.

Although I think it was a privilege due to her character and youth, it is undeniable that she was greatly benefited by her innate whiteness and good skin quality. 

Now that I've gotten older, I can honestly say that the form of an offer with a photo is very tough.So, I am extremely grateful to those who chose me. 

Style 

I also wrote this last time, but I am not the owner of a fascination body. 

“Bon!At least salvation, big breasts?What is it?I didn't realize it, but my first dad (male), who will appear in the column at a later date, said so. 

 What was very good about meeting a new man this time was that he was praised even at this age.

It might be a social greeting in bed, but I'm honestly happy to be sighed and whispered about my body and internal structure.He keeps it in mind and encourages him to care more so he can say more. 

Just remembering it makes me feel like, "Isn't it supposed to release female hormones?" 

By the way, my first man told me that the best thing was the good skin, firmness of the chest and firmness of the inside.He was stroking his skin all the time, so I was 'selfishly' happy that he was lying, so I started applying body cream every day (see). 

adult experience 

"Can you meet the demands of the men?" 

I think this is a very important point in so-called dad life, but I'm also a failure. 

I have very little experience.Very few.I've only told the men in a roundabout way, but the men are the third person.I have never set foot in a so-called love hotel. 

 In this case, I feel sorry for the man who has experienced various things, and I was very concerned that the time that was allotted to me would end up being unsatisfactory. 

 However, since I have a very strong desire to be spoiled, I asked the man to take the lead and obediently obeyed without any problems at all.

Even so, although there is a possibility that I made you feel a little unsatisfactory, I would be happy if you changed it to my papa's taste.I didn't forget to appeal.In fact, those words made the man quite excited. 

 Due to the nature of my work, I come into contact with a wide variety of people, and I am fortunate in that I have the habit of always smiling and offering something pleasant to others, and I have the habit of choosing the words that the other person wants, and I have the personality of giving my best to the person I like. I think. 

(At the time of writing this column, there is only one person who has reached adulthood, so it is limited to that person.) 

There was nothing wrong with the adult behavior itself, but to be honest, I didn't feel guilty even though it was my first time.

Even without the fact that I originally had a latent desire to be a lover, it was good that I didn't have a sense of immorality or guilt. 

This is because if I had had feelings like, "Let's stop doing this," or "This is not good," I would have gone into withdrawal mode. 

why. .I never say this to men, but it's because the truth is, "I'm not good at it."Not only the man this time, but I have no experience of cum inside the so-called.There is a little trick, and if you don't do it, you won't be cool inside. 

Well, I'm pounding and thinking that I might be able to change this and that into a man in the future. 

character 

I think that what kind of personality is suitable for a mistress is as diverse as the number of men you are partnering with, but basically I am a "super" spoiled temperament.

I was the youngest among my siblings, the youngest among my relatives, and I was always surrounded by older people.So I feel very comfortable in that position. 

 When invited or told in a strong tone, they obey by saying "yes" reflexively.He seems to have such a foundation because he grew up under a fairly strict and absolute father. 

Even now, at 45, it's still the same.It may be good for men who like a little obedient type. 

On the contrary, it will be unpopular with those who like the Queen type and the Kiritto type. 

In the end, it depends on the actual compatibility, so you can expect a once-in-a-lifetime encounter. 

flexibility of time 

Most men are very busy.It also has a social position.Such people are trying to use their spare time for themselves, or they are trying to make free time together. 

When someone invites me, I feel truly grateful, happy, and happy, and I want to say "yes, it's okay" no matter what. 

Even the casual lines of the day are kyun. 

Most of the men know about my family structure and work, so they are very kind, but they express their desire to meet.Even such schedule adjustment time is tight. 

I thought about my aptitude in various ways, but sadly, I realized that I was by no means an honor student. 
That's why I'm grateful for the encounter, and I think I'll prepare myself so that I can contact you anytime.