After working as a dad, I became a mistress.
As one of the experiences at that time, in this article, I will introduce "what was difficult".

I picked upJust "my case"Although it is a story, I think that there are stories that even active dad girls and those who have graduated from dad life can think "I see".Please take a look to the end.

[My mistress data]
□Period: 2 full years                  
□ Form: Exclusively for one daddy　  
□ Partner: President of a small and medium-sized enterprise     
□ Amount received: 500 million yen in total

■ 5 hard things to do as a mistress

① No freedom of schedule

When I was a mistress, I was basically busy with a full-time job.

AndHis schedule takes precedence over his precious days off.Of course, I took it easy, staying at hotels and visiting hot springs, but I also often accompanied him on his work.

Anyway, I don't have a cohesive amount of time that I can use at my discretion.It was painful that I had so little time to be alone.

When I was able to move freely, I was able to quickly digest what I wanted to do, so I bought a lot of shopping.
How I spent my money at the time"It's like a celebrity who makes money but is too busy to shop."This is what I thought.

② I can't meet my friends

It was the end of the first year of full-time employment that I started a mistress.
Compared to when I was a student, my wallet is richer and I want to hang out with my friends.Since I had just graduated, I received many invitations asking if I was free tomorrow.

I'm busy with work and my mistress and I don't have time,He told me that he would be in trouble if the relationship with me fell apart, so he rarely let me go out.
In the two years I've been a mistress, I've only been able to go to drinking parties with friends a few times...

I think there are some people who can let you go to play without such a thing, depending on the papa.

In my case, I didn't even use SNS at the time because I didn't want to be beaten by acquaintances if they found out I had a mistress.
One of the things I lost during my mistress days was friendshipI think it is.

(XNUMX) Deterioration of relationship with parents

My parents knew at the time that I had a mistress.
Needless to say, the parent-child relationship was strained.

I lived in my parents' house until I became a mistress, and it was a family that didn't miss a family trip every year, so the way my parents made a fuss was amazing.
(In the early days of my life with him, when I didn't call my house for three days, the police almost filed a search request. Is this what it's like?)

One of the reasons for the end of the two-year mistress life was giving in to the pressure of her parents to "quit it carelessly."

During the mistress period, I didn't go to my parents' house as much as possible, but stillLINE attackor mySurprise visit to workplace(!) and so on, the constant pressure of "parental love" was so painful that I couldn't help it.
There may be some daddy girls who feel the same way...

④ Physically hard

"Physically" is not because I had sex (laughs),In addition to working full-time for five days on weekdays, Saturdays and Sundays were filled with schedules with him.It is.
To put it bluntly, I don't have time to rest.

Sometimes I spent time with Papa only on Saturdays and Sundays, but I was always tired at that time because we had meetings on weekdays.

Not just spending time togetherThere were many times when I went around like a "president's secretary", such as accompanying business trips to various parts of the country and accompanying restaurants as a receptionist.In addition to the physical difficulty, I think it was a burden to be emotionally tense.

When I was a full-time employee during the busy season, my physical strength was low and I often fell ill.
Incidentally Hospitalized twice during the mistress perioddoing.Humans are forbidden to overdo things.

(XNUMX) Loss of sense of money

This is the story during and after being a mistress.

Even when I was a mistress, I felt the fear of "I can use money without hesitation".
And that "premonition" became a reality after the mistress contract was dissolved.

I didn't live a flashy life like spending money on branded items, but still"No matter how much you spend, you still have a bank balance."I have become too accustomed to the economic environment ofThat's right.

Even if I was conscious of saving money, in two years I had learned how to use money that wouldn't turn around on the monthly salary of a full-time employee in their twenties.
As I wrote before, it is not hard to imagineIt is "compensation for the mistress era".

■ Conclusion

What was the hardest thing about being a mistress?

When I secretly confessed that I had a mistress, the next phrase would always be "I thought it was good, wasn't it?"
Depending on who you date, coerced sexual relations and bondage may be one of the painful experiences.

Those who are currently active as a dad, and those who quit because it was hard,As a writer, it would be my greatest pleasure if I could share even a little bit of my anguish with you.