Romance Vaccine Extra Story to rewrite the past (XNUMX)

Tears are decorations.

Because it's beautiful.

A mermaid's tears will surely turn into pearls in the sea.

The tears you shed in your dreams become small soap bubbles in your heart and drift away.

As many memories as there are memories of the past, people blow soap bubbles in their dreams and wait for their tears to dry.

Maki had asthma when she was a child and was weak.

When I had a seizure, my mother would often take me to the emergency room.

After I entered junior high school, things calmed down quite a bit, but I was always observing physical education classes.

His childhood friend, Hikaru, was tall and healthy, and was the idol of the sickly Maki.

While watching her classmates playing ball games in the schoolyard from the window of the classroom, Maki began to feel sexually aroused by the supple bodies of Hikari and the other boys.

It can be said that the relationship with Hikaru was invited from Maki.

Ever since she was a child, Hikaru has often visited Maki's house, where her mother is often away from work.

Maki showed a stimulating video she found on her smartphone, and the two of them lay down and looked at the small screen.

It was as if the items we played together changed from games to watching adult videos.

While feeling Maki's tender-looking breasts that began to swell right next to her, Hikari wanted to touch her no matter what and reached out her hand.

Maki also touches Hikari's hardened crotch and is surprised by its size, but cannot let go of her hand.

The two took off their underwear, the light covered Maki, and they had sex for the first time with each other's cheeks flushed in silence.

It was painful, but she kept going, and Hikaru ejaculated inside Maki.

The next day, the second time, it still hurt a little, but the next day, the third time, Maki was screaming with pleasure.

After a month, the freshness of the first time faded, and Hikari only accepted Maki's invitations occasionally.

Hikaru preferred to talk with Maki about male idols and cool boys in the same grade, and his heart began to flutter.

Still not aware that he's gay, Maki thinks that unlike other boys, Hikaru gets excited about girls' talk because he's a childhood friend and is easy to talk to.

After entering high school, Hikari started living alone in her apartment, and Maki got a new boyfriend.

He was a kind-hearted chemistry teacher who was about to retire, and the place of sex was always the science room.

Maki and the teacher drown in extraordinary pleasure while listening to classmates' conversations and laughter from the next classroom.

This time too, the invitation was from Maki.

Maki clung to her chemistry teacher like a friendly cat, and at the risk of losing her job and ruining her life, the teacher pushed her down.

Maki accepted without resistance and hugged the overlying teacher tightly.

For Maki, sex was a little hunt, like a cat catching a small bird.

Maki always invited and the man responded.

Until I was raped in the summer of high school.

summer air.

Everyone has memories of summer.

Memories of the sun and the blue sky.

They harbor seeds in the heart, and after sprouting, they grow like ivy and become entwined in the heart.

People will continue to live with the memories of summer even after they become assimilated with their hearts and become invisible.

After finishing the act with Maki, Ina hugged her, and looked curiously at her face, whose tears had not dried up yet.

-Are you okay?ー

-I'm sorry.ー

-Are you always like this?Do you actually have a boyfriend and do it while thinking it's bad for your boyfriend?ー

-No, I don't have a boyfriend.ー

It was true.

Ever since the events of the summer in high school, Maki has become afraid of young men.

Even if he confessed to me, my heart refuses just by thinking that it might be the man in the black van from that time.

On the other hand, the body wanted a man.

The purpose of registering with the dating club is, of course, money, but it is also because I can have sex with an older man like my high school teacher.

But being licked triggers flashbacks and memories of being raped.

Vagina feels good.

i want a penis

The men at the date club looked at Maki like that.

Originally, she had a neat and clean atmosphere like a young lady, but her breasts were large and her waist was narrow, and her style was good.

Crying sadly in bed, but groaning and asking for a dick.

The men felt as if they were raping a girl, and felt a cruel pleasure.

Ina was also fascinated by this bewitching and mysterious girl.

But what made him different from other men was that he was a doctor.

My specialty is different, but I'm really curious.

Something is likely.

ーIs there something painful in the past?ー

A psychiatrist would not ask a patient such an in-depth question out of the blue.

The basis of counseling is listening first, and we should wait until the patient begins to speak spontaneously.

However, Ina's specialty is first aid.

I can't get rid of the habit of rushing things.

- When I was in high school, I was raped by men I didn't know.That's why I couldn't do it with a young man...

Maki repeats the same explanation she gave to numerous men she met at the dating club.

At first, I was worried that I would be looked down upon as a dirty woman, but all the older men were kind.

He comforted me saying that it was hard, and stroked my head.

Ina, like Maki's past date men, was surprised but convinced, and gently hugged Maki as if caring for a small injured animal.

-but-

Ina cut out.

- It's a pity that you can't do it with a boy of your age.ー

Maki was a little surprised and looked at Ina's face.

I've never had an uncle who would say such a thing.

While hugging Maki on the bed, Ina looked up at the ceiling and seemed to be thinking about something.

Then he turned to Maki and said.

-Did you go to a psychiatrist?ー

In fact, Maki was wondering whether she should see a psychiatrist.

Maki was puzzled by her body, which was developed and became more sensitive as she went on dates with men.

If I hadn't remembered the rape, I wouldn't have cared.

However, despite having such an experience, my body wants a man, and it gets stronger as the number of times increases.

This is not the reaction of a normal woman.

Am I a sex addict, a sex addict?

ーI was surprised.Actually, I was wondering if I should go to a psychiatrist.

- I think it would be a good idea to go there once.There are times when it becomes easier when you tell everything and spit it out, but when you put up with it and endure it, the stress that has no place to go, called psychosomatic disease, may come out as a physical illness.ー

Ina herself has been so deeply rooted in the stressful emergency work that she developed irritable colitis and suffered for a long time, and changed jobs to a geriatric hospital and was cured like a lie.

It was just psychosomatic.