Romance Vaccine Extra Story to rewrite the past (XNUMX)

"The future can be changed"

There is a word.

Is it true?

If it could be changed, everyone would be happy.

Isn't it actually the past that can be rewritten?

Rather, people unconsciously rewrite the past and live.

Therefore, the self in memory may not actually be the real self.

There was an encounter that made me think of such a thing.

I have a friend who is a high school classmate and a doctor, and I sometimes go drinking with him.

When I told him about it, he told me that he recently had a similar experience.

This is an interesting point of view unique to a doctor.

I combined the stories of the two, deformed them appropriately, and made them into a novel style.

Please read it at your leisure.


Let's start with the story of a gay young man named Hikaru.

Please don't tell me you're not interested in gay talk.

A key person in this story.

He says he sometimes dreams of becoming a mermaid.

I don't know if it's in the water or in the air.

It is not clear whether it has a tail fin.

What is clear is that there is no sense of the presence of the lower half of the body.

While swimming in three dimensions, I am filled with a feeling of liberation, oh how free I am.

One afternoon, Hikari was searching for nearby gay friends on his smartphone.

Meetings that used to be possible only in specific places such as Shinjuku Nichome or Hattenba have become easier thanks to the app.

Gay people just need to register their location information.

There were quite a few on the campus of the university where the light was passing.

Light is a neat face with clear contours.

A single eye that occasionally sharpens like a boxer.

Golden earrings swayed and shimmered in her ears.

Suddenly, I felt the presence of a man approaching me.

When I looked up from my smartphone, my eyes met that of a dark-skinned, blond, fearless man.

Appearance passed, well, it's fine.

I still don't know if I will be hugged or not, but today I will deal with this man.

Choosing a partner is important.

A history remains.

The gay world is pretty small.

Unlike men and women, she doesn't tend to monopolize and restrain her partner, but the label "He's the one who used to go out with that man" is considered worthy of her.

Therefore, no matter how much you want to do it, you can't say it with anyone.

If the opponent looks good, the light can be both offensive and negative.

In the first place, Hikari's sexual object was originally a girl, and his first experience was with her in middle school.

However, from that time on, there was something like a vague sense of incongruity, and it didn't take long before I became attracted to a good-looking boy in my class.

The girl whom Hikaru experienced for the first time was named Maki.



While Hikari was looking for a partner on an app, Maki met a man she had never met before in the hotel lobby on the upper floors in front of the station.

I don't know the man's face or name.

All I've heard is that he's a doctor in his forties and a kind gentleman.

At XNUMX:XNUMX, Maki is supposed to call the other party.

It's seventeen.to call.

Hello

- Ah, yes -

ー My name is Maki, who was introduced to me at the 〇〇 club.ー

- Okay, I'm right across from you now.ー

When Maki turned her eyes to the sofa directly across from the lobby, a stylish man in a gray suit with orange decorative stitches smiled and raised his hand lightly.

The hotel lobby is always decorated with flowers.

It's a red rose today.

The color of the flower melts and penetrates the viewer's heart, making the first encounter scent.

That's why the hotel lobby is good for this kind of meeting.

The flowers will make up for the two of us.

After meeting Maki, the man named Ina headed to an Italian restaurant on a different floor.

While eating a light course meal, introduce yourself and have a pleasant chat.

-Are you a university student?ー

- Yes. I go to 〇〇 university.

It is a prestigious private Catholic university.

It must have grown well.

Neat and clean floral clothes have a good sense, earrings are Van Cliff Abel, watches are women's Rolex.

Did your father buy it for you?

Ina was an emergency doctor.

When I was young, I was working so hard to save my life that I almost had to sleep and sleep in the hospital because I didn't sleep, but I retired when I was around XNUMX years old and now I'm a hired facility manager at a nursing home for the elderly.

I'm divorced and single, so I don't have trouble with money to play.

Occasionally, I would have dinner with a girl from a date club like this, and if I felt like it, I would enjoy it in my hotel room afterwards.

A good doctor with enthusiasm, but a little burnt out.

As someone who has lived for work, he is not used to talking with young girls these days.

I don't watch TV, and I'm always at a loss for topics.

Today, too, after the occasional awkward conversation, Ina wondered whether she had failed or whether there would be an after-sales service.

Depending on the girl, she would be able to liven up the place well, or rather, she would talk about herself and chat, so it would be fine if Ina backed her up.

Today's quiet girl who seems to be well-bred doesn't have a lively conversation, so it's probably going to end with a dinner date.

For the time being, I tried calling out to her during the dessert.

- After this, if you don't mind, I'll take a room, what do you think?ー

-Yes-

- Eh, okay?ー

Ina was a little surprised.

I didn't think I would be able to sleep in with such a well-bred beautiful girl even though I didn't have a lot of fun talking to her.



At that time, Hikaru had finished negotiating terms with the man and was heading to the apartment where the man lived by taxi.

It's near the university where the light was passing.

The familiar school building can be seen from the taxi window.

Light was unsentimental, and looked on like a distant memory.

It hasn't even been half a year since I left school.

The light was in the department of science, and I entered it on recommendation from high school.

I received a scholarship, but I couldn't cover my living expenses.

On top of that, he also sends money to his mother and brothers.

I devoted myself to my part-time job, but unlike high school, I had many assignments and gave up my studies.

It's a little different than being exhausted.

Even if you want to start your own life, the starting gate will not open in the first place.

Too high to climb over.

Is the word "give up" close to you?

I doubt that I even have a life.

So you will dream.

A dream to swim with no lower body.

It was at the age of XNUMX that Hikaru became fully aware that he was gay.

It was the spring of the third year after breaking up with Maki, half a year before Maki was gangbanged.