Shingo's Always x Affair ⑧: 18-year-old Ei Ikeda's big heartbreak to a beautiful woman who looks like Iza

*Please note that the hobbies and occupations of the women appearing in this article are different from the actual ones in order to prevent them from being exposed.

My name is shingo Lee, a column writer.

 

Since he is always saying something pompous, it seems that anti-things are taking root little by little...lol

To such people, today I will show you my "private part".This should make it easier to look down on Shingo Lee.

 

In papa katsu, the papa becomes serious about PJ, and it is easy to regard it as a story a little like a serious love story in which the woman gradually leaves.

 

And above all, this is a big experiment that started out of my whim, and it's a big broken heart.

 

Meet Dogenzaka in Shibuya

Midsummer Shibuya was hell, with the sun shining down with a murderous glare.I was meeting with Kisek, a slender G-cup.

■Kisek… A partner who has already had sex, but is neither a lover nor a sex friend.

 

From Kisek, there was a message saying "Toyoko Line is going to stop and it won't move!" and a stamp of a dog apologizing.I replied, "It's tough! I'll be waiting for you to shop, so don't overdo it," and headed for a street pick-up for a while.

This town, where young handsome men pick up on each other with sophisticated talk, was a demonic gate for the ugly uncle himself.No matter how many times I called out, I didn't get any results at all, and I was just drenched in sweat.At that time, I caught my eye that a beautiful girl with an almost natural face was coming down Dogenzaka despite being in a mass-produced landmine fashion.

 

"Sister, you're fashionable. Is your nickname Fashionable Bancho?"

 

She was a model with a small head and long legs.

For convenience"Ella Child"let's call it

 

Beautiful women are used to being picked on, so I thought they wouldn't react to such lame phrases, but I couldn't think of a good line, so it can't be helped.But contrary to her expectations, she reacted and stopped her steps.

 

"No, I'm not a scout or anything like that," and continued the talk. Although his face was quite tense and it was clear that he wasn't in the mood, he answered my questions, The conversation unexpectedly continued.

When I asked her, "Are you just returning from a study session? Are you perhaps a fashion specialist?" rice field.

 

Meanwhile, my smartphone rang.

 

"The train has moved! We'll be in Shibuya in about 10 minutes."

 

A message from Kisek arrives and time is up.It's hard to say that she was able to put her guard down enough, but I suggested that I take a chance and try to exchange LINE with her.After a short question and answer, she agreed.

 

Honestly, it's been a long time since I've exchanged LINE with such a beautiful woman, so I was honestly happy that I was able to exchange LINE.

 

By the way, after the match with Kisek who joined me that day, I answered "NO" to the question "Are we dating?"

 

LINE maintenance and rematch

When picking up women, there are rare women who were talkative and enthusiastic on LINE even though they weren't enthusiastic when they called out to them.In general, I think that such women are either interested in the ecology of flirtatious men, or someone who has a serious communication problem but has a desire to change.If anything, Erako thought she was the latter.

 

I invited him to dinner when I was excited about talking about my favorite manga with Elako, but I was immediately refused, saying, "I have a boyfriend, so it's impossible."

"No, I just invited you to dinner, but it seems like I confessed and got dumped lol," he joked, connecting LINE.

 

This time, we focused on her dreams for the future, and got excited about how she has achieved her dreams and how much she can achieve her dreams.

 

"Eh, there's a way to make such a dream come true! I'm really excited."

Then, just as I was biting on the hook, I asked him to make an appointment again with a palliative counterattack, saying, "If you make a mistake with the nuances of the words, you'll misunderstand me. Why don't we just meet and talk?"

"Well, if it's just to talk," Erako accepted without any problems, and the appointment was decided without any problems.

 

Two weeks after we met.

After dinner, Erako and I met on a small bed in a small love hotel, but I won't go into details.

 

When I get serious

Even though Erako lives with her boyfriend, her love for him has completely cooled off.

She seems to be the first girlfriend for my boyfriend, and he seems to be bad at handling women, and every time I go on a date, I realize that her feelings are shifting to me.

The biggest advantage of a man picking up women comes from the leeway of keeping several women.Even a good woman should be able to "appropriately take a curt attitude"I think that.

For some reason, I had the disadvantage of living in company housing and having to stay there for the next two years.

There was no room to receive her, so she could only take a half-hearted attitude, but that restriction only added fuel to the flames of her feelings.

While playing with her feelings, I made my body memorize the obscene habits every time I met her.

I felt an indescribable pleasure and excitement when I was treating a beautiful woman like a model naked, wearing a collar, and treating her like an animal.

 

If she had only continued with such a lewd relationship, and continued to have a relationship where she never parted, she might have been by his side for a little longer.

 

After Erako and I had sex, we often talked about her dreams.

Not satisfied with just that, I continued to talk on LINE all the time.

 

Erako is an 18-year-old freeter who works at a supermarket in a small station in Tokyo with a monthly salary of 12.

I met my current boyfriend on Twitter when I was in high school, and immediately after graduating from high school, I moved to Tokyo and started living together, so I had no friends in Tokyo.

My hobbies were watching my favorite Vtubers on Youtube, drawing their avatars as illustrations, and doing cosplay.

My impression was that the work at the supermarket was brutal for the low wages, and that the working hours and wages were not commensurate.

 

One day, I said to Elako.

 

"Erako, you can do XNUMXD and modeling, you like Vtubers, and you have a nice voice, don't you think? If you don't mind, become a Vtuber yourself," I said.

It was her dream that she wanted to make come true "someday", but it was "someday" that didn't naturally come true no matter how old she was.

I thought it would be unfortunate for Erako to continue working at low wages after graduating from high school, living a life where she cannot live without a man covering part of her living expenses.

 

"Even if I say that, it will take time to earn more than a part-time job on youtube, and I don't have the equipment for distribution..."

Erako's reply was as expected.

 

Basically, I was well aware that female creatures have a habit of looking down on men who devote resources such as money and time to them.Animal morality and brain structure are not properly linked.

 

Suppose there is a switch that dispenses food only occasionally, rather than a switch that dispenses bait each time it is pressed.This is an experiment using chimpanzees, and while the former is convenient, it is the latter switch that chimpanzees are more enthusiastic about pressing.The same phenomenon is known to occur frequently in the human brain.

 

In terms of love, a man who gives a lot of resources should be convenient for a woman, but she can't leave a man who spends the least amount of resources.

i know it.
However, I decided to do a certain "one experiment".

 

"I'll buy you the equipment. I'll continue working part-time with youtube for two months, and after the third month, I'll stop working part-time. So, I'll help you with your living expenses if you don't go to 2 yen."

She objected several times.

I also said that I am sorry to have someone who is not my boyfriend help me.

But with one condition.

 

I want you to take the university entrance exam next year.

For the first two years, I will enter a university that I can enter, and in the third year, I will transfer to a prestigious university.

I want you to aim to be able to earn the tuition and living expenses for that.

 

She graduated from high school, and I was worried about living in Tokyo with only youtube.
For example, I asked him to get a college degree so that he could easily enter a general company even if youtube was ruined.

 

We talked about how to make money on youtube and the significance of going to college.

And she took my suggestion.

Before I knew it, she had a strong will to carry out the unreasonable demands I gave her.
What a beautiful thing with that determined eye.

 

I could no longer hide my feelings and brush them off.

I wanted to think only of her, I wanted to spend more money on her than on myself, and above all, other women looked worthless.

All in all, I was in love with her.

 

yes.The experiment I did was allocating resources generously for my favorite Erako.

 

It's been a year since I started youtube as a Vtuber

Before she started youtube, she had a certain amount of followers on her twitter account, and after a year, she was able to make a living as a Vtuber.* In the first place, it is not actually a Vtuber.For prevention of self-discovery.

I can't talk about the details, but since I mainly handle corporate projects, there are basically no shooting costs, so I was able to earn a monthly income that was stable enough to cover my living expenses and college tuition.

 

As an initial investment, when you purchase equipment, you will bear the equipment purchase cost in a lump sum.

Originally, I had paid for all of the dating expenses, but (I was going to give special treatment to her because she was a warrikanist with other girls), but for the first three months or so things didn't go well, and I didn't have enough money for food. I used to buy food for them.

Just before entering university, I didn't have time to make videos because I was studying, so I covered my living expenses for about two months.

 

how much did you use

From the point of view of those who are working as dads, it may seem like a small amount, but since I am also running a business, spending about 80 yen a year to support Elako was a big expense for me. .

 

In this way, Erako, who has succeeded in balancing college and Vtuber, has become completely independent and has made great progress since she was working at a supermarket for 12 yen a month.

Looking back, I didn't even have a decent date from that time, and there were a lot of business-related talks.

 

Gradually, there were more stories about how it was difficult to refuse an off-paco after talking with other boys of the same age in the Vtuber neighborhood, and stories about senior Vtubers who thought they were adult men were actually high school students. Little by little, my chest became more and more rough.
Is it a pick-up teacher's habit to take an attitude like "It's nothing to me" when their hearts are agitated like this?
I gave him a nod and laughed with the attitude of just asking a funny story, but I wasn't calm inside.

 

We had a common interest in theater, and we used to go out together in the beginning, but she lost interest and stopped talking about theater.

I could feel a big swell of change silently surging between me and her.

 

Farewell, wonderful days

The length of time I had to live in company housing was shortened, and I was able to rent my own house.
I was finally able to say to Elako, "Let's live together."

 

If you live together, build a room dedicated to each broadcast.I found a XNUMXLDK property near your university that can make such a dream come true.

 

I couldn't help but want to tell you about this quickly.

 

"I can't call you right now! I'm sorry."

 

In the past, I used to reply to Elako on LINE, but before I knew it, it had become what Elako said to me.

 

It's not a big deal in the world, but for me and Erako, a little big incident in the theater world happened, and in the midst of excitement, I and Erako called.

Before I knew it, I heard her voice for the first time in a month and a half.

 

After getting excited about the drama, Elako opened her mouth.

 

"I have something to say"

 

I knew what was going to happen in an instant, and at that one word I could feel my eyes thicken and my tears welling up.

 

"Actually, in the first semester of my second year of college, I decided to transfer to a local university in the Kansai region. So, I officially separated from my boyfriend and rented a house near my parents' house. My parents' house only has a brother's room, so I can't stream. from"

 

“Actually, I was able to move out of the company housing. I also found a room.

"I'm sorry, I've already decided."

 

I don't remember after that, but I remember saying, "I'm always rooting for Elako," and hanging up.

 

We used to talk about everything, but Erako never told me where she lived, nor did she send me pictures of the property.I had become almost a stranger to her.

 

She was trying to forget about Tokyo, where she experienced many hardships.

A high school graduate and a hopeless part-time job.

The days I spent with a boyfriend I didn't even like.

A little trouble in the Vtuber area.

 

The fact that I was included in such a past that I wanted to forget was cruelly stabbed in my heart.

 

Her moving schedule was successfully decided, and she left Tokyo in no time.

We communicated on LINE for a while, but the reply gradually became slower.

 

 

Before I knew it, I hadn't heard a voice for months.

 

Also, it was when I had a little opportunity to contact him.I'm going to her house soon on business, so why don't we meet after a long time?she said she was "busy", she replied.

"I'm busy" is a word of refusal, saying, "It's troublesome to find time to meet with you."I knew it enough to hate it.

After an experiment, after a big failure

Erako was a humble and good-natured woman.

I paid all the money for every date, but every time he said "thank you very much" from the bottom of his heart.He was a wonderful person who would say "thank you" not only for money, but for all considerations.

And she was a hard working woman.

Once I started doing my own proposal to wear two pairs of straw sandals, a Vtuber and a university student, I did it.

It was so beautiful.

 

I thought that if it was a woman like that, it would be fine to allocate as many resources as possible.

Rather, I thought that if I was going to have a serious relationship, I would have to marry a woman who wouldn't leave me even if I devoted all my resources to it.

 

"Even if I don't bargain, spend all my resources, and bet on her growth, I'm still a man who is loved by her." That was my experiment.

but failed.

 

Even though she was living separately at home, it might have been unreasonable for her to leave the situation where she was living with her boyfriend.

However, what I feel after completing the experiment is that the more resources I devote to it, the more the positions of myself and Erako are reversed.

 

It ends in ramblings, but after all, no matter how beautiful a person is, a man who unilaterally allocates resources to himself will become more and more convenient.

In order to be respected even after pouring resources into him, he must be a man who grows at that rate.

 

Shouldn't they have experimented?
I wonder what would have happened to Elako's future and my relationship with Elako if I had kept an appropriate distance.I still think a lot.

 

In writing this article, I decided to go back to LINE with Elako, but the exchange immediately after I decided to start a Vtuber caught my attention.

 

"Thank you so much for thinking of me. I don't think there will be someone who wants to be with me forever more than 〇〇chan (my real name)."

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