Today's date with my dad is at a rooftop bar.She wanted to visit a place famous for its beautiful scenery, so when I heard that we would meet at this bar, I was very happy.
The dad I meet today is a bureaucrat in his fifties.He doesn't look like he has much money, but he had a gold ring.Even Mr. Murakami from the Murakami Fund has heard that he wears a 50 yen shirt from Uniqlo, so you can't tell if he's a fat daddy by looking.
My stomach was sticking out, and I honestly wasn't the type.The couple's relationship has cooled down for more than ten years, so much so that even the wife knows that her husband is working as a dad.The kids are all grown up (they were about 10 years older than me), and they seem to be enjoying a second life called papa katsu.Recently, I haven't met many dads who are older than me, so there aren't many people like that, but I wonder if there are many.I want to relive the excitement of my youth.Thinking about what my real father would do, I feel a little reluctant, but I wonder if it can't be helped if he's happy, and while writing this column, I'm immersed in sentimentality.

Papa cut it out when I was talking about my life like a usual meeting.
Do you have a daddy now?How many dads have you had?What kind of relationship do you want?and.
I answered honestly.Then, Dad asked a shocking fact and a shocking question honestly enough to be too honest.
"I already have a baby (my girlfriend). She's a 20-year-old student and we've been dating for 9 months now. (He showed me a picture) She doesn't work. , I live in my rented apartment and live on my own pocket money.It's a two-bedroom apartment, so one room is empty.(He also showed me a picture of the apartment, but it was a new building, and it seemed to have hired a maid, and it was shiny and clean.)The apartment is a luxury apartment with a gym and pool, and security is solid.don't you live there too?I'm old and can't deal with 20 year old girls.But I want to enjoy seeing you and the child together, and that's the kind of life I want.can you take a girl too?Have you ever been in a relationship like that with a girl?are you bisexual? ”
(By the way, I've never been called bi-ish, and I don't wear bi-ish clothes or make-up, and the girlfriend in the photo was a normal, innocent-looking girl. I don't remember...lol.I don't know why I was chosen.Since he said he was meeting dozens of people, he must have played a gambling.)
Hmm, I'm at a loss for an answer.Yeah, I'm not bi, I've never asked if I was bi, but when I was asked if it was impossible for me to have that kind of relationship with a girl, I started to feel like I could.Because I can be attracted to girls on the street, and I think it's much easier than having a relationship with a guy you don't like.Lol I can't say no, but it takes courage to say yes.
I decided to say, "Let me think."He took it as No.I'm used to being rejected, and you can tell me honestly, I have to be hurt.
If it is yes now, I was told that I would like you to meet a girl from now on.She said her heart was ready.I honestly didn't have enough time.He was going to have another face-to-face interview screening with another child tomorrow.

For me, who has no resistance to relationships with girls, he might be a good dad.Because he's a traumatized person who doesn't want to have sex with his dad. (see old article) But relationships with girls are a little scary too.Disgust, embarrassment, fear, and curiosity.It was certain that her father was a good person, that he was giving her more than necessary support, and that he was a fat father.Doubts crossed my mind that I might regret saying goodbye like this.But if you answer yes lightly and later say no, you might hurt the girl.You may be traumatized again.I was afraid to take the first step.
to daddy"Let's meet again soon."I told you.From the reaction at that time, I thought that I might not see you again.I can't be indecisive.

The downside of the rooftop bar was that I spent a long time in the elevator with my dad on my way home.It was a blind spot.I stared at the number of floors and the number of elevators going down one by one from the higher floors, trying not to look at my dad's face.I was honestly a little scared.I took the elevator at a safe distance due to the social distancing of Corona.

Papa didn't even reveal his real name until the end.But he was a pretty hard-hitting dad.I don't know if the relationship will develop after this.I think that living in an apartment with a girl means that you have less freedom.It may be the beginning of a new life.

To be continued.
Stay tuned.