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Because of this, my father broke up with his mistress.
What surprised Magnolia at the time was that she never divorced her mother.For a while, everyday life continued as if nothing had happened.

Ex-lover and mother's suicide attempt

Magnolia couldn't help but feel eerie about the tranquility, but about six months later, something happened. (By the way, Magnolia was a splendid ronin student lol)

My father's ex-lover tried to commit suicide by taking sleeping pills.

Magnolia knew.People can't die easily with just sleeping pills.
And she, who attempted suicide, was a medical worker, so she must have understood that she could not die.

Attempted suicide by overdosing on sleeping pills.I think it's more common in women.
People close to them usually contact them with hints of suicide.

Magnolia's mother had also been hospitalized for overdosing on sleeping pills several times during that decade.

My father begged my mother to let me go to her care.
Surprisingly, my mother allowed it.I'm not sure if she felt sorry for her.

From that day on, my father was obsessed with her until she was able to return to her normal life.
And indeed, my father and her have broken up.

form of fatherly love

As I wrote earlier, Magnolia was puzzled by such a father.
For all intents and purposes, she felt that her father's love was already with her.

But my father was kind to both Magnolia and my mother, and when my mother tried to commit suicide, he devotedly took care of her.

I was close to my father's age at the time. Sometimes Magnolia wonders if she doesn't understand her father's feelings.

Recently, various forms of love, such as LGBT, are being recognized.
There is a term called "polyamory", which refers to loving more than one person at the same time.

Magnolia doesn't like the idea of ​​putting all kinds of love into a mold and labeling them, but I think my father is close to this kind of person.
And I don't know whether Magnolia herself inherited her father's personality or whether it was created by the environment.I have had many similar experiences.

I will talk about it later.

A few years after her father cut ties with her.Her mother got cancer and she passed away after fighting the disease for a year.
I believe that the year of fighting the disease was the happiest year for my mother.

It was my father who always accompanied me, changed my clothes, brought me food, and when I was feeling well, took me shopping and traveling, and my mother was really happy.
Seeing my parents walking hand in hand in front of others, I'm embarrassed to watch.

Unforgivable

This kind of family and form of love is just an indecisive man who makes people around him unhappy.
It's only natural that she's a sloppy wife even if she's having an affair, and that she's a foolish woman to commit suicide knowing that she's his mistress.

Even if such a thing is said, Magnolia thinks that it is natural.

But I also think it's okay.

There is one thing Magnolia can't forgive.

It's a life-and-death ending.

Neither Magnolia's mother nor her mistress had any intention of dying.She just wanted to monopolize her father's affections.
I don't want to die, but I don't know what will happen if I make a mistake.

Adult play

Dating clubs are grown-up play.Because money is generated, the relationship between the two should be business-like and mutually win-win.

Of course, there may be cases where you do not want to receive this kind of money after progressing to a serious relationship.

On the club side, it's your job to set up the first date.
After that, the relationship between the two people can only be created by the parties.

A young girl reading this"It's impossible to be serious about being a dad. After all, it's money!"Most people think that.

But around Magnolia, it wasn't.

Regardless of appearance or age, people fall in love, become mad with jealousy, and even try to end their lives.

Then my father

Now, Magnolia's father, who lost his long-time lover and lost his beloved wife, was in a mild depression for four or five years.
He managed to keep himself by prescribing herbal medicines, but when Magnolia gave birth to a daughter, his father's depression quickly improved.

After all, humans may need something to love.
I would like to say that I am a good old man now, but about 10 years ago, I had a girlfriend who was 20 years younger than me, and it seems that we are still dating.

To such a father, Magnolia"If you have a child you recognized, please tell me."I have confirmed that.
"It's absolutely not, so it's okay."and.When I asked why, Magnolia got a surprising answer.

"Because it was me who cut the pipe. On New Year's Eve of the year my mom died, I did it while watching New Year's Eve on TV."

I laughed out loud.
I would love to hear your doctor's opinion.

Magnolia's family was such a fierce family, but I'm sure it was full of love.

Movie introduction

There are many forms of love, and I would like to introduce two movies that I want you to feel.

"chocolate donut"
"A love hot enough to boil water"

It's a great movie, beyond description.