The day I became a "woman"
Before joining the Universe Club, "Papa Katsu"
Contents
meeting a mysterious woman
The reason I met Mari-chan (a pseudonym) was through an app.
A very ordinary neat and clean system,
I, who had a scary experience with the app encounter,
Since we had exchanged the conditions in advance, I briefly introduced myself,
At that time, I never thought that this girl would have such a long relationship.
At the time, I was
Now that I think about it, it's scary to me that I did that without really knowing.
At that time, she was a mystery to me.
In the first place, I don't pry into the other person's private life,
・ Living alone in a relatively good place in Tokyo
・I'm not working right now
・I spend a lot of money on beauty
・I know a lot of luxury shops
Honest to me at the time
"I don't understand"
It was such an existence
The day I learned about the existence of “papa katsu”
However, it is easy to talk,
We meet XNUMX-XNUMX times a month before we know it.
I had a relationship like that.
somehow from the conversation
Men who are doctors, professionals, or business owners come up from time to time in our conversations.
What's going on?
I got curious and looked it up on the internet,
Of course she has support from her parents, but other than that, "
Come to think of it, she always suggested ⑤ and ⑮ on the month,
After entering the universe, "Oh, is this a rough market rate?"
If I hadn't met her
"Papa Katsu Joshi" is also an ordinary girl
I vaguely remember that it was about half a year after we met.
After we had sex, she started telling me some pretty heavy personal stories.
I sympathized with her story and spoke kind words to her, but at that moment, tears filled her eyes and she started crying.
Until now, honestly
Besides, other dads (probably doctors, managers, lawyers, etc.)
I took a step back on my own, thinking that I would be a low priority for her.
After all, you're weak against women's tears, aren't you?
About Mari-chan
"A normal girl with weaknesses"
It was the first night I felt that way
The day I became a male friend from a suitor
As long as I'm giving you my allowance, I'm keeping a certain distance.
However, because of the tears from the last time, for some reason "I want to get married"
"I want to get married."
"Huh? With whom?"
"You and"
"I'm no good (laughs)"
At first it was in casual conversation.
Is it just lip service to please?
I didn't take it seriously at first,
"Oh, this, you're serious."
When.
However, it is a relationship that is giving allowances.
What is this?
By the time more than a year has passed since we met,
Gradually, I began to be asked for a “proper answer”.
I felt that it would be difficult to continue the relationship any longer,
"Let's talk properly next time we meet."
When.
Until now, I've been deceiving myself by avoiding it.
I myself think that he is a really cruel man.
tell her about it beforehand
So for the first time, I honestly convey my own things and feelings,
"That's right.. yeah yeah.."
and she bursts into tears while backtracking.
I am filled with so much apology.
I thought we were going to say goodbye, but she cried and said, "From now on,
Otherwise you can't do it.
I beg you.
I'm weak to tears, but I reluctantly agreed, saying, "As a friend...".
While I've been handing over my allowance,
So,
And from now on, "no allowance"
As a result, nothing strange happened, so it was good, but now that I think about it,
The day I received a marriage report from her
At first, the relationship continued as before, but eventually, while I was taking off my pants on the bed,
"I'm not good today"
When asked, I made a U-turn on my pants around my knees.
I've been getting more and more to return it to the original and put it back on (laughs)
When it continues several times, as expected, I guess,
After that, I started going to Starbucks instead of hotels.
Starbucks points are now accumulating a lot (laughs)
A few months after we started dating as friends,
At that time, although his face was pretending to be calm,
Not long after the courtship,
"...a little while ago...smoothly...boyfriend..."
I remember hearing that (laughs).
Since then, I have refrained from even holding hands.
Even so, we continued to meet for meals about twice a month.
And that time will come.
Two years have already passed since I met Mari-chan.
rush in line
"I have something I want to report properly, but can't we meet today?"
That's a marriage report.
I recognized the atmosphere immediately.
I really can't see you anymore...
the day i became a woman
This will be a goodbye, let alone a report.
Since there are tears from the last time, it seems inconvenient if it is not a private room.
However, I cannot arrange a private room due to a sudden invitation.
On the other hand, I feel that two people in a closed room at a hotel is kind of bad.
For the time being, we decided to meet at a favorite shop that we often go to.
There are also eyes around me, but "I'm getting married" "Congratulations"
"Sorry for calling you so suddenly."
…But for some reason she doesn't mention "marriage" and is innocent,
It's kind of hard for me to say. . .
I paid the bill and went outside, but there was a slightly awkward atmosphere...
I will never
“…Congratulations on your marriage.
"Today is the last time..."
When I say the word, as if what I've been holding back up to now overflows,
It was around the time I was already enrolled in the Universe Club, so meet others
I should have felt lighter.
I should have...
I suddenly burst into tears.
I never expected to feel this way.
It's unavoidable because the two of us can't go crying outside in the cold.
I don't think I can have sex (laughs)
I had no choice but to enter a nearby hotel and talk.
"Actually, I still want to marry you."
"I'm honestly confused even now."
"I can wait for you to get a divorce."
A hot kiss after a long time with tears...
…if you put your hand on your pants with the flow
"Etch is not good"
Don't take it seriously (laughs)
Discuss in a calm place
"It's better to marry first-timers"
"Isn't it okay to marry someone who isn't bad?"
And support the decision of marriage now.
she is
“Yeah… Well, even if I fail, I’m still old enough to aim for the second time, so is it okay?
"If I fail, please think about getting married again."
(I can't say anything lol)
"You're going to live together from now on, right? Isn't it difficult for us to meet in the future?"
"... I definitely don't want to be unable to see you."
As a result of talking, it seems to be a repeat of the last time,
For the first time here, I have never heard of her "Papa Katsu"
・Certainly, I was living only as a dad
・Schedule management with a dedicated notebook, who and where,
・ “Papa Katsu Ippon” was also difficult in its own way
・In "Papa-katsu", there were quite a few terrible men, and I had a painful experience.
・Some people are obsessive,
・A person who doesn't seem to be popular at all is dating a lot of beautiful women,
・Wi-Fi in the name of Papa, as paid for by Papa
"By the way, I also met in such a situation,
・Anyway, it is kind and matches my feelings
・It's fun to be together, and above all, the food you eat together feels delicious.
・ There are not many people like that in private
・If there is a chance, I want to get married.
(I wonder if I shouldn't have listened to the second half lol)
But, after all,
I don't want my husband to find out, is there any way?
“By the way, what do you say to your husband when you go out to eat with me?”
"Hmm? Just say 'eat with friends' normally."
"Okay! Then let's do this."
"Until now I was a man, but from today I'll be a 'woman'!"
"Starting today, I'll be your girlfriend!"
And declared like Luffy in One Piece.
I immediately changed the name of the line to a girl's name, and from now on I will meet her as "Arisa".
That's how the relationship started.
Afterword
Thank you for reading the long post to the end.
Maybe I signed up for Universe,
Writing a column made me realize my own dangerous psychology.
Just like this
There are times when this kind of relationship starts from “Papa-katsu”.
That's why I want to meet new people.
Besides, Mari seems to be already sexless with her husband,
Spring is about to meet,