Trajectory of a weak papa #4 [Sudden final episode? 】I'm leaving the universe music club that wasn't suitable for daddy!

【Self-introduction】

Hello, my name is Yossan, a column writer who recently turned 50 years old!

Currently, I am building a close relationship with a talent I met in the Universe club.
I don't have a lot of experience as a daddy, but I have both successes and failures, and I'm full of desire to talk to someone about it.
However, since I can't easily tell my acquaintances about it, I'm posting this column titled "The Trajectory of a Lazy Daddy".

I'm not good enough, so maybe I couldn't enjoy it in the framework of Papa-katsu.I haven't written it in the column yet, but after developing into a so-called relationship, there was no one I wanted to meet more than once.

By the way, there is a checkmark on my profile that says, "I want to enjoy a pseudo-romance," but I wasn't interested in it in the first place, so I unchecked it.
I didn't realize it myself, but it seems that what I was looking for was a full-fledged romance, not a light dating or pseudo-romance.

[Urgent posting: Talent Komachi (short story)]

My approach to her started with a letter date.
The one I added to my favorites last year has been neglected for a long time.There, I felt gloomy and immediately after thinking about quitting dad activities, I remembered that I had won points from the Universe Club lucky bag I bought at the beginning of the year.So I was driven to think, "Let's use these points to make another offer!"
(It seems that the lucky bag was filled with happiness.)
The letter date was successfully established, and I sent the safe greeting I wrote in the previous column.
Until now, I always received a reply within a day, but this time there was no reply even after two days.
After that, only the e-mail of the completion of setting arrived tears.
In response, I replied to the email from the club saying, "It may have been classified as spam, but I'm a little disappointed that I didn't receive a reply."
Thankfully, the club replied, "I can't promise you'll get a reply, but I'll try to tell you."
After all, it seems that it was just that I was not able to send it correctly, so I was able to meet her safely at a later date.It was a pleasure!

<Digression: Looking into the anonymous bulletin board>
A question was posted on an anonymous bulletin board, ``I didn't get a reply to my first email on a letter date.''However, I felt a little disappointed with that acerbic answer.I wanted to answer this question myself, so I was interested in becoming a respondent, so I applied.However, since I did not receive any response, I decided not to pursue it further.However, thanks to the staff's suggestion and response, we were able to meet this time.
Since I have experience like this, I think that basically it is best to consult with the staff if there is a problem.
- to this point -

As for the first date episode, she made a mistake at the meeting place and appeared about 15 minutes late.But her radiant smile was very charming and she was a wonderful woman.

I talked about how there was no one who I wanted to continue to meet after developing into a relationship (more than 3 times in total), and while talking about other things, I also proceeded appropriately with the allowance.After that, we exchanged LINE information.By the way, she frankly said, "Isn't it just not good to have met you until now?"It was fun to talk with her, and she seemed to have similar tastes in food, so I thought I would like to meet her next time.

When she said goodbye, she said, "I'll LINE you when I get home!"I sent it first, but she also sent LINE.

<LINE after returning home>
Yossan Komachi-san
Yossan Thank you very much for today! 😊
Yossan I really want to see you again✨

Komachi got home and took a bath!
Komachi Thank you very much!I hope to see you again. 💓
Komachi Let's break through 3 times!smile

<Second date>

I was able to proceed to the second date safely, and after the meal there was a conversation like this.

Yossan: "Do you have time after this? If possible, I would like to invite you."
Komachi: "Huh! I thought it was after we met for dinner three times. But it's calm and it's okay!"
(Oh, I didn't fully understand the intention, but I'm relieved.)

I went to my room safely.While talking on the sofa and thinking about how to proceed,

Komachi: "Can I lie down for a while?"
Yossan: "Yes, it's fine~"
Komachi: "If you don't mind, come with me!"

(I wonder what it is, I'm excited.)

Komachi: "ZZZ..."

(Oh, I really fell asleep. Well, it can't be helped, let's look at your sleeping face.)

Komachi: "Goo guu..."
Komachi: "Oh, I said guu!"

After that, it was a safe and modest development.However, I don't mean it in an erotic sense, but in the sense that it was just a fresh experience.I definitely felt different.

<LINE after returning home>
Komachi Arrived at home and took a bath!Thank you for your time today!It was delicious and fun! ⭕️Sorry for being so relaxed in the second half, lol🙇‍♀️
Komachi Please keep getting along well in the future 😙👍

Yossan I still want to talk about various things, so let's go out to eat if we have time soon! 😊

(But something is bothering me. Let's invite her out again.)

After all, since we met in February of this year, we've been going on dates almost every week, and lately we've been enjoying conversations on LINE every day.With her permission, she would attend small events as a fan of hers, where she could speak directly to her.

<She tries her best>

However, not only is she stoically working on her main job as a talent, but she is also working hard on a side job that she can do at home.Therefore, her busyness comes and goes.My situation is different with her because I am in a position to have some control over how she spends her time.

At such a timing, a slightly jerky moment came.

Komachi Yossan-san isn't just a guy in the club, I think of him as a boyfriend or a friend, so if it doesn't suit my pace of life, I may turn him down, but for me, who's at my own pace, that's it. It's normal, so don't worry too much! ! ⭕️ If you apologize, it will be more and more difficult to say! !
Komachi: I love Yossan-san more than you think!real!That's why I'm doing this because I want you to know more about me!! ️
Komachi: It's because I went too far with Yossan-san on my own and made him think that was normal!
I don't hate Komachi!
I love Komachi!
Komachi: I'm happy that you want me to take care of you.smile

Yossan Thank you
Yossan, I especially like Komachi-san.
Yossan If not, I've already given up and left myself

Komachi: It's not like I'm hated, and we're meeting at a good pace, so I don't think I'll give up on anything! !LOL
Komachi Do you understand what I want to say?

(Somewhat)

Yossan: I asked myself this question myself, and I realized that I fell in love with him because of that, and I understood how I felt, but I'm satisfied with this relationship as long as it's not annoying!nice to meet you 😊

Komachi I'm so happy!I like Yossan too! 🫶👶

Yossan I'll tell you a little bit about myself when we meet next time!

<13th date>

Until now, I have avoided talking about my family situation specifically, but this time I decided to reveal it to her.Although I am married, I am currently separated, my child will graduate from college soon, and I am thinking of divorcing after that, and my wife has more assets than I do. , there will be no financial problems.

Yossan: "Even if something happens, I'll try not to cause trouble."
Komachi: "I'm fine!"

It seems that her statement on LINE, "Otherwise, I've already given up and left myself," made her a little worried.What I wanted to say was, "I have a special feeling, so I can't leave you," but I realized the importance of her choice of words.

She consistently says, "I don't lie," and I don't think it's that far because she's not an idol, but if she finds out, she'll lose some of her fans who support her. understands in my head.The fact that she went through the universe club was creating a bit of a moyamoya contradiction.In the first place, it was not planned to close the distance so much.

<LINE after the 14th date>

Yossan: Also, I don't use the Universe club anymore, so I'm planning to just post a column and end it.Komachi-san is free to leave it as it is, and I don't intend to impose such restrictions.I might join again if I get dumped lol
Yossan: You said you don't want to have children, so you won't get married, but I think it's okay to spend the rest of your life on it.As I wrote in my letter the other day, I'm not talking about flattering you about being the cutest in the world, but Komachi-san is my favorite in the world!

Komachi: I'm glad that you really love me that much.I'll do my best to rely on Yossan-san, and I'll do my best to always be by your side😌⭕️
Komachi Thank you as always!
Komachi I wish you all the best in the future👶

<Digression: original purpose>

I was planning to post the next article, but it will take some time to post, so if she comes back after being dumped, I'm thinking of posting the continuation.Actually, I started writing this column because I wanted her to understand me through the column.

Therefore, when the sequel to the article is published, I would appreciate it if you could guess the meaning.smile.Also, if you write everything down, including the sequel, it may be possible to make it into a book.Well, there doesn't seem to be much demand for a serious love story for an old man like me, but that's also a funny story.smile

If there is enough interest among readers, I may continue to post as an outside writer.
Comments are also welcome!

<List of planned columns>

Trajectory of a poor dad #5 Dating type B, Rina, R Kaori, extra edition (2/2)
Trajectory of a Tired Daddy #6 Dating Type B, Talent Manami
Trajectory of a Tired Daddy #7 Relationship Type C, Novice Nursery Teacher Misato
Trajectory of a Tired Daddy #8 Relationship Type B, Yuka the Esthetician
Lazy Papa's Trail #9 Universe Lounge Narrator Keiko
Lazy Papa's Trajectory #10 Universe Lounge, Former Idol Rio
Trajectory of a Tired Papa #11 Universe Lounge, Reina, a New Office Worker
The Trajectory of a Tired Papa #12 Universe Lounge, Hikaru the Nurse
Trajectory of a Weak Papa #13 Dating Type C, Writer Nanako
The Trajectory of a Tired Papa #14 Dating Type C, Talent Komachi
Trajectory of a poor dad #15 Dating type B, Kumi, a major company employee
Lack of Papa's Trajectory #16 Final Episode
* It's appropriate because it became troublesome to think of a pseudonym lol

<Finally thank you>

Gratitude for the Universe Club lights up my heart like the stars in the universe.I would like to express my deep and heartfelt gratitude to all the staff who added color to my life and created opportunities for new encounters.Meeting her gave me a new perspective on the world and refreshed my mind.

But I have one small worry...that she will leave me.That's why this little heart may be raising the flag of fate.It's a comedic situation, but I still hope she doesn't leave.No one knows what will happen, but my gratitude to the Universe club and her is unwavering.So smile!smile

I would like to express my sincere gratitude to everyone who read this column.If my experience brings something to your heart, that is my greatest joy.And let me state my best wishes here.I sincerely hope that you, like me, will be blessed with wonderful encounters that will enrich your life.Encounters are magical energies that have the power to take life in new directions.I sincerely hope that the days filled with that energy will come to everyone.

<Bonus: I sent the manuscript to her>

Yossan Column article (not posted yet) If I write something wrong, I will correct it lol

Komachi I was really impressed.LOL
Komachi Thank you.Let's stay friends forever.
Komachi: You wrote that you don't know what's going on!I think so!
Even Komachi!It's important that I feel that way right now, so let me tell you! ⭕️

<Keep trying>

From the beginning, she encouraged me to think that I would be seen as a normal couple rather than a so-called dad.Since she started dating her, she has been training every day to improve herself and has been able to achieve a style that does not look like she is 50 years old.I can't write the details, but I support her activities in many ways.It's not because she thinks she's just paying her money, but because she wants to support her with what she can do now.For some reason, she was unable to support her, and even if she became a zero-yen person, she told me that she still wanted to see me. Her words are still deeply engraved in my heart.

Yossan I wish you all the best in the future 😊