Life is short, fall in love old man

i love you too uncle
I fell in love with that girl
There is love like this

It's been a long time since I felt like this
I didn't know myself for a few days
it's been decades

I couldn't sleep at night and woke up many times during the night.

Excited and throbbing, my chest became hot
(Am I sick?)

I've only seen a few photos
Neat and clean people There are more cute people
But I don't see anyone but her
Why is it that only that child can enter deep into my heart?
I still don't know if I was stabbed
i fell in love with her
What should I do with this sweet and sour feeling stuck in my heart?
can you express

look at the photo
I felt like I understood her mood
I felt like I understood the atmosphere that the child had
It was so cute, that's how I felt
love is a terrible disease

I wanted to touch her hair, I wanted to feel her
I wanted to hug you
I still don't know why I feel this way
(I wonder if it's because I live in an environment like a desert)

I wonder what I'm doing at this age (I'm 55 years old)
i think i'm dangerous　
(Look in the mirror! I'm watching.)

Worried for a few days, worried, worried...
I asked her to set me up
The date was decided relatively easily
I asked for dinner time setting in the evening

also bought clothes
also bought shoes
I even got a new bag

I couldn't sleep every night

When you didn't tell about the cancellation on the day
Of course I couldn't sleep the day before, I think I only slept a few hours
I took a break from work

When approaching the meeting place
I got a call from her 30 minutes before the time.
rushed
Is it a last-minute cancellation?

It was a message that I had arrived at the site.
The tone of the voice was relatively low voice than I expected.

I made her wait for ten minutes
(it was weird)
Maybe she was hopeful
I decided to think so

she is
I was much more grown up than in the picture
I may have felt that from the feeling of the clothes
The photo still has a childish feel to it, and it made me look young
But you were beautiful when you grew up

I know she's pounding too

Greetings and talking about the future
Our conversations don't mesh, we're still searching for each other

When I asked if I could talk to you for a bit, you said you were a little hungry.
Then, I invited him to a familiar restaurant to go have a light meal.
This store is a store that I have used several times on dates with other children.
A casual French restaurant with a nice atmosphere

Face to face, say hello and talk about trivial things
With an atmosphere of incomprehension

I'm so full of feelings that food doesn't go through my throat at all.
profusely thirsty
i don't remember what i said

Shortly after, I mustered up the courage to ask him about the aftermath of this restaurant.
she. . .
I decided to just meet face to face today
(I almost said it was a typo)
I know it's the day I can't touch her hair
(Well that's what it is)

But I tried to approach
I said I want to see you again next time
I told you that I want you to go out with me
(Maybe I was too nervous)
She said she wanted to date me too
i say the same
I don't know her heart
(Did your face look like money?)
But sometimes there are moments when our eyes meet,
That was my heart pounding and I was so happy

We decided on a date, exchanged contact information, and on that day
Disbanded

I thought we should meet again
I thought we would definitely meet
I contacted them a few days later and still got no reply.
I never met her again after that.
it was like that

The other side of the opponent was a veteran
How many poor male victims will there be in hiding their experience?
Maybe this kind of encounter doesn't need love

you said you're not a chicken
you're doing well
selection is important
I think it's wonderful that you take care of yourself

what was my love
Even if time passes, there's a part of me that doesn't understand
I tried to resent her a little bit, but I realized it was wrong
I thought it might be business
I realized that it should be different too

The things that made me feel this way, the things that made me feel like I missed you
i think it was very good

I found love in my dreams
I'm done

I think
Neither man nor woman should fall in love with another
feel very painful
love is hard
Pseudo-romance is also a search

Restrain your urge to run
But don't fall in love, give your partner love and give them a dream.
The beginning of love is also the entrance to adultery
be careful

When people are treated kindly, their hearts sway

I fall in love rather quickly
(It's stupid)
For some reason this time, I fell in love with her just by looking at her picture.
I struggled to get out
it took time
But I think I can be kind to others because I have a kind heart.

For me, those two hours were not the beginning of love, but the end.
I was dazed after about a week
My chest is still hot
I don't see her pictures anymore, I can't see them
(but you can find it if you search)

Change your mind, I'll go next
looking for someone to fall in love with
I'm going to meet a kind girl with nice hair
I will gently embrace you
I cherish the child who treats me like this, I cherish it
For tomorrow
As long as I have life, I will warm my heart


my adventure continues