About the Japan Hole-filling Stick Association (XNUMX)
As for my experience outside of the Universe Club,
Rarely, even in the question box, I fell in love with you.
You can see nuanced questions and consultations.
No matter what kind of encounter, if you have sex and become friends,
I'm still young, and human to human,
I actually have such experience in the past.
I may have such an experience when I meet at the club in the future.
However, nothing good comes from being serious.
You will only hurt yourself and others.
It also breaks relationships.
In order not to fall in love seriously, I always
I am never my destiny,
no, not even human anymore
That's what it is.
One night with Aya
Aya-chan (pseudonym) had a boyfriend at the time,
You can talk about dirty jokes, love and dating history with each other,
I have no intention of doing this,
Besides, I was talking normally about my bad relationships with women,
Until that night...
I called her urgently to hear the story,
Rather than being strangely comforted
"It's your fault for trying to play in the first place."
"It's natural to be frustrated"
"He's the worst kind of person"
I want to feel refreshed by being abused.
That's how I felt.
I may be a de M in a sense (lol)
The only one who can ask for that is Aya-chan, who knows everything
While I was insulted,
Actually, I'm looking for new encounters with apps, etc.
"If it's just a kiss, I don't feel that resistance."
"You can't kiss someone like that."
“Even though you have a boyfriend, you are such a cruel woman!”
And I also cursed.
By cursing each other, each other feels refreshed,
I was singing a broken heart song, and suddenly, at that time,
(If you're going to kiss a guy you met on the app,
However, since I had never given such a sign until now,
After calming down with a restroom break, I prepared myself,
Of course, the result is a crushing victory (laughs)
guarded with both hands
"What are you doing? (angry)"
It is said, and it is further abused.
However, I am ready to make excuses.
"No, no. It's just a test. Not everyone kisses."
He's a really bad-tempered man.
So that I won't get hurt no matter where I fall,
On that day, enjoy karaoke as it is,
The night I recognized it as a "fill-in-the-hole"
About a week later.
On the contrary, I suddenly got a call from Aya-chan.
I had a lot of work and
While singing my favorite song at karaoke,
"...can I have it?"
"Yeah? I didn't hear you. What?"
"... can you give me a hug and a kiss?"
"I'm kind of lonely. I can only ask seniors to do this..
I was surprised.Rapid development.
"I should be fine."
I agreed with two replies.
Somehow, I thought it was pitiful to have a boyfriend,
"I've never been so kind to my boyfriend before."
As I said, I felt really pitiful and pitiful,
Finally, we went straight to the hotel,
The compatibility was better than I thought,
そ し て,
After the act, I expected to feel lovey-dovey, but...
She lit a cigarette and puffed
"No~, good! It's refreshing~!"
"It's been a long time since I've had such polite and gentle sex!"
Far from the lovey-dovey I expected,
That's when I realized.
(Oh, I'm just kind and safe and well paid,
(No, I'm no longer human.)
(I'm just a hole-filling stick.)
(It's just a "fill-in-the-hole" lol)
About the Japan Hole-Filling Stick Association
Are there other people in the world who are in the same situation as me?
Have sex, but never feel connected, the pathetic "
You can share information with such "fill-in-the-blank sticks" and encourage each other.
If such an association exists,
I wonder if the name is "Japan Hole-filling Stick Association".
Here's how to make a convention:
One, don't ask anything from the other person.
Second, always wear a condom.
Three things to never take seriously
I promised myself that I would continue to follow these three articles in my activities.
The night when I was forced to withdraw from the "Japan Hole-filling Stick Association"
After that, I will meet Aya-chan regularly and naturally have sex with her.
Her naughty side becomes more and more obvious.
"I like electric massage machines"
"I'm good at the open leg cowgirl position"
But she also has a boyfriend, so I'm just a "filler stick"
However, after the first act, it changes completely.
Her demands have escalated.
"Call me by your first name♡"
"While saying I love you♡"
"Tighten your neck♡"
(No, no, no)
(I'm just a "hole-filler")
(Don't break the rules)
I was trying not to get serious by telling myself that...
The ultimate no-no
“Let me live (take it out)♡”
I didn't put it inside because I was too scared of the back,
In the first place, I am a "hole-filling stick" and I am fully equipped.
In the first place, I have never been raw except for making children.
Looking back on it now, I was suddenly born like that.
I really fell in love with Aya-chan. .
One, don't ask anything from the other person → Break up with your boyfriend
Two, always wear a condom → raw every time
XNUMX. Never get serious → Be serious
I broke all the rules.
Japan hole-filling stick association
Thinking about it now, I regret that I was not calm. .
I wish I could break the rules and have a happy time
After all, there is no future with me who will not divorce.
While I seek more and more,
Then, of course, it's time to say goodbye.
"I can't respond to your feelings"
"It's better if we don't meet."
I've been in love for a long time,
On the other hand, she is very calm when she sees it.
"I totally understand that feeling."
"I listen to this song at such times"
And she starts playing her favorite broken heart song on her mobile phone.
While hearing that, I cried bitterly
(What kind of situation is this? lol)
I cried at the love hotel while laughing at myself in my heart.
~Continued to the next time "Re-enrollment to the Japan Hole-Filling Stick Association"~
Thank you for reading.
Because there are regrets here,
After all, even though nothing more than a "hole-filling stick" is required in the first place,
By doing so, even if it's just me,
I think the same is true for clubs.
I had an illusion that I had become friends with a woman, and I took it seriously, and I was overjoyed.
The excitement was caused by the response of the woman, but the woman said, "
Dating is difficult (laughs).
By the way, the story doesn't end here.
I wrote it while remembering it, but it became long, so I decided to divide it.
I hope the next one can be uploaded soon.