Long time no column.

There's a reason it's been a while since my last column. 


Actually, Rena stopped being a dad with adults a while ago.
 
In 2019, I was in trouble with money for various reasons, and to be honest, I was worried about continuing my dad activities without a physical relationship.
 
But in 2020, I decided to make a fresh start in the new year and graduated from being an adult.

 
This time, I will talk about the reason why I decided to move to such a "pure" dad activity.
 

Because there is a relationship that continues even without a physical relationship 

First of all, I think that it is important to be able to do dad activities without sex.

I think it's because Rena has been working as a dad for a long time, for several years now, and she cherishes each encounter with her dad so that it won't be a one-off relationship.


Lena has dads that have been going on for several years.

Over the years, I have witnessed various life events of my father, such as his job transfer and the birth of a child.

Some of them didn't hate each other, but some dads broke up for some unavoidable reason.

But he's a good dad who Rena really respects, and the dads who have good compatibility with Lena continue to go on even without a physical relationship.

Some dads meet once every six months even if they are far away.

I want to cherish my relationship with such a good dad.


Rena's time is limited, and the number of dads who can meet Valentine's Day is also limited.

At that time, I want to give priority to Papa who is connected with Rena with a heart that is compatible with her.

From that feeling, I came to give priority to my dad who has no physical relationship. 


Then, I was able to get 2 yen for the second date from my dad who I got along with at the meeting the other day.

quite a big amount.

"I was really surprised.Why so much?When I asked her, she told me that she's been attracted to Rena, who's not greedy, because she's met so many girls who have asked her to pay her rent, living expenses, and shopping expenses, like 1 million yen each time.
 

Because there are times when I suddenly feel empty 

When I talk to various dads while doing dad activities, I meet only gentle dads who think of dad activities as something close to customs, do not look at them in an equal relationship, etc. It didn't matter.

Some dads, once they had a physical relationship, made it feel like they were paying for their body, like prostitution.

Lena just couldn't be normal with those feelings and actually started to get a little mentally ill.

Do you feel that what you are doing is vain?

Maybe Lena wasn't suited for daddy activities with sex.


In fact, I was really struggling with money, so I became an adult with my dad, which was physiologically impossible.

He was a kind and caring dad, so the conditions he proposed to Rena were really good, so I put up with it and lied about my feelings for a while, OKing the adult relationship...

When I was in that kind of situation with my dad, I wanted to run away.

While taking a bath, I hyperventilated and threw up.

My dad was very worried about me, but I realized that I was pushing myself to the limit mentally and was doing my best as a dad.I can't enjoy my life as a dad' and came back to me.
 

Because I'm scared of illness or my family coming out 

I think I've heard it once when I'm doing papa katsu.

disease risk.


Even if you use a condom to prevent pregnancy, there are some venereal diseases that can be transmitted through the mucous membranes of the mouth and local wounds.

Although it depends on the type of sexually transmitted disease, cervical cancer, which is increasing in young women and is said to occur in 10 in 1 women, is a disease that does not develop in men.

If a woman gets it, it can lead to infertility (infertility) because she can't have a baby.

I don't want to throw my life away by being deceived by the large amount of money in front of me.

One of the reasons was risk avoidance.


Lena, who has tremors, gets nervous every time she gets a cancer checkup.Ah, this daddy has a lot of girls, but maybe he's sick.'

Sometimes I'm tired of being freaked out thinking like that.


The last thing is that my family finds out.

I wonder what my parents would think if they found out that I was secretly working as a dad.

You might get a big shock.

For the parents' generation, the way of thinking about dad activities is different compared to the younger generation.


I've thought about it a lot.

What if my younger sister was doing a dad activity with a physical relationship.

I would definitely want him to quit and I would preach.smile

My boyfriend and my friends wouldn't like it either.

In fact, I would hate it if my boyfriend was doing daddy activities, and if he was doing daddy activities with adults, I would break up with him.smile


There are children who don't care about such things, people who confide in them, and people who have families who accept them.

But I am not.

In that case, the final reason was that I didn't want to take the risk of making people around me sad, and I didn't want to have a physical relationship with my father.

Yes, for this reason, I thought about various things and got sick, and Lena graduated from being a dad with a physical relationship.


It's the first time I've ever had a platonic dad activity.

Maybe I will change my mind soon.

Lena decided to continue her dad life in this way so that she can enjoy her dad life without putting too much burden on herself.