Hello, I'm Bell (^^♪
Today, I'm going to tell you about my dad, whom I'm meeting with over the weekend, who was recently told that he doesn't have long to live.
He lives alone in Tokyo and is the president of a listed company.
There was a 1-year-old dad who I met once or twice a week on weekends for several months.
He says that he has lived in Tokyo alone for XNUMX years, but he never went out for anything other than work, and his life was really all about work.
The reason why he started working as a dad was after he was diagnosed with stomach cancer last year and was treated.
He said, ``My life is all about work, and I don't know when it will turn out, so I have to enjoy life.''
We both love yakiniku and classical music, so we go to classical music concerts, go to delicious yakiniku restaurants, go to see kabuki, and go to see autumn leaves.
The two of us went to various places and had fun on the weekends (*^-^*)
“I was thinking negatively about when I should stop working, but after meeting Mr. Bell, I thought I should keep working hard.
Thank you for adding color to my life. (#^.^#)
Even I like this, I think that this person's purpose in life is ☆☆
It happened when my dad was away from Tokyo for about two weeks on a business trip across Japan, and I haven't seen him in a long time.
The other day, when we were spending the weekend together as usual,
I was planning to go see a movie that day, so I met him at Roppongi Hills and had lunch before the movie.
Papa: "I have a favor to ask of you..."
Papa: "Actually, I just got back and the results of the medical checkup I had the other day came out...aortic aneurysm and pancreatic cancerwas found... ”
"I've had a thorough examination, but I'm sure... I had an aortic aneurysm before, and last year I had stomach cancer, so I'm not strong enough... I don't have much time left..."
"I haven't told my daughter yet, but I've been working so much that I don't have much time to spend with her, so I want to see her as much as possible for the rest of my life."
"So I'm sorry, but I can only see you until this month... It's a sudden matter, so I'll let you pay for the next three months. Thanks to Mr. Bell, I was able to enjoy it, so I'd like to leave it at the end."
I was speechless for a while after hearing that...
Me: "Thank you so much for thinking about me even though you're having a hard time with yourself. Please meet your daughter. It's not the time to meet me!"
Instead of saying next month, you should cancel your plans with me and meet your daughter from this month! I was told.
Daddy said, "This month, I still want to see Bell, so please let me spend two more days with you next week."
I decided to meet him twice, thinking that I would do what he wanted.
The movies I saw after that were completely uninformed.I couldn't eat the popcorn at all, so I left XNUMX% of it.
After watching the movie, we broke up immediately, but I was kind of dazed, and I don't even remember the way home.
It's the first time someone close to me has been given a life expectancy, so I don't know where to put my feelings, and I don't know how to accept it...
I have to accept the fact that Papa himself doesn't want to accept it more than I do, so I'll try to be as normal as possible.
Papa likes me and sees me, so I decided to act as usual as much as possible.
That said, when I actually met him, I felt very sad, and a feeling of dread welled up inside me.
The remaining two times were autumn leaves and the last time I went to a yakiniku restaurant that I wanted to go to for a long time and couldn't get a reservation.
Every yakiniku was very soft and delicious, and my dad liked it.
My dad's daughter had heard about it even before yakiniku, and said, "It's really delicious, so I'll come again next time with my daughter."
In order to spend time with my daughter, I'm glad I was able to help a little at the end (*´ω｀)
I thought it was strange to have relationships with people.
We only dated for about half a year, but my dad, who had been working all his life,
If you decide to enjoy life and meet me and your wishes come true, you'll be told you don't have long to live.
I feel like I've put my foot in the gap...
I can't express it well, but I was happy that they felt that they had found something to live for, even though it was only for a short time.
If possible, I wanted to go out with you forever, but I really don't know when and what will happen.
"My life is all about work, and I don't know when it will turn out, so I thought I should enjoy my life."
On the last day I saw my dad, he said he would never contact me again.
“If I contact her, she will talk about her illness, and I don’t want to talk about her illness.
He probably didn't want to meet while being sympathized and worried...
It's been a few days since I said goodbye to my dad, but I feel like there's a hole.
You have to be positive and not worry about it!
Today I want to write to organize my feelings and create a place for my feelings.
I have to live brightly for my dad's sake!
