About Japan Hole-filling Stick Association ②

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until the wound in my heart heals
*Last last time,
With a serious heartbreak shock after a long time
(This will last me for the rest of my life.)
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I sighed and looked up at the sky.
This scar will never go away.
Immediately after that, I seriously thought so, but humans are getting stronger and stronger (
About three days have passed, and when I suddenly see the wounds in my heart, the wounds are quite closed (laughs).
yes. .
Aya is also a precious female friend who can talk about anything.
Can we go back to being normal friends without having sex?
After a while, send the following content on line.
"I'm really sorry for bothering you before.
As a result, it took some time,
She later reconciled with her ex-boyfriend.
However, if you go drinking as usual, you will end up complaining about the boyfriend.
Because I reflected from my previous experience that I would never misunderstand,
Re-admission to the Japan Hole-Filling Stick Association
After a while, she broke up with the boyfriend again.
The days when she goes out drinking with her rough. .
But I won't get it wrong anymore.
I don't like being tired,
Even though we understand each other, somehow we miss each other.
But nothing.
Such days continued for a while.
Then one day, out of the blue, the following line came from Aya-chan.
"I want to etch.."
For the time being, with an honest feeling
"I want too."
and replied.
But I will never make the same mistake again.
(This has been tried again.)
(Whether or not this time we can devote ourselves to "hole-filling sticks".)
(I wonder if I can rejoin the Japan Hole-filling Stick Association..)
Etch can be done after a long time!
I should have simply been happy, but I gripped the steering wheel with a grim expression with wrinkled brows in such a grim state of mind,
…and then,
I will never repeat the same mistake again.
For her, I'm just a ``filler'' for the absence of a boyfriend.
The days of calmly devoting himself to the "hole-filling stick" continue.
although it acts
I'm just a "filler stick", alas.
I'm not serious.
Even if they pester me, I will never live again.
"I love you♡"
"If I were your child, I might be able to get along and get along well♡
No matter what kind of sweet words they say, I won't misunderstand them anymore.
Because it's just a "hole-filling stick" (laughs)
This relationship continued for some time.
Although it is just a delusional matter, I was finally able to rejoin the "Japan Hole-filling Stick Association".
I felt.
However, among the members, as the lowest seat (laughs)
But again, the end is approaching.
"There's a man who looks good now."
"We're going on another date next week, and if he confesses, we might go out together."
"Somehow, this might be the last time I have sex with you."
Is this a shake that catches my attention?
What do you think? .
prologue like epilogue
From her on line a week later,
As expected, it's going to be hard to meet.
About a month later,
When I listen to the story, the boyfriend is uninteresting but calm, boring but calm.
With a man like that.
“From now on, I will never cheat!”
to her who says
"Of course! Cheating is no good (laughs)"
while backtracking
(Ah, it looks like there won't be a turn for the "fill-in-the-hole" anymore?)
(Well, of course.)
I felt.
However, when I went to karaoke, she
And somehow, there is leeway in that behavior.
(No no no..)
(Sex? Not immediately after having a boyfriend.)
(It's no good if something goes wrong,
And to disband early.
I'm on the escalator heading to the station.
She often used it when the two of them headed to a love hotel,
"Good job~"
While saying that, I will start walking in another direction.
When I turn around and see her...
(Huh?)
The mouth that was faintly illuminated by the lighting of the rotary,
That grin is like
"what.
and as if he was mocking me.
Already after I got on the escalator.
Gradually climb up towards the station.
(No, no, you said, "I won't cheat anymore!", right?)
(Wouldn't it be better if I just invited him like I used to, without pretending to be a gentleman?)
it's too late,
(Oh, maybe this isn't the end of the relationship,
…it looks like the movie title is finally showing up.
There was a lot of development, but it was just a long time~
It was a night when I remembered such an illusion.
About my activity stance at the Japan Hole-filling Stick Association
The hole-filling sticks also have various activity stances.
In addition,
Of course, each hole-filling rod has its strengths and weaknesses.
There are rods that can be used for filling niche holes,
For such requests, I will leave it to other sticks.
My specialty is more "safe" sex.
When a woman comes home and is soaking in the bath
(…Today's sex wasn't bad.)
It is sex that you can think of.
Polite and gentle, don't overdo it, take care of women's bodies,
In the past, there was a time when I was working hard to get 100 points in sex.
Someday
"I will do my best to get about 70 points"
That stance has changed.
A long time ago Hitoshi Matsumoto
"If the level of laughter that Japanese people like is 100 points,
"But that's a high level and difficult."
That's what I was saying, but it's like that when I compare it with style (laughs)
At first, explore with 70 points,
This is my current stance, but when I hear from various seniors,
"Do S type"
"De M type"
"tool use"
…Etc., etc
It seems that there is still an unknown world for me.
In the future, so that we can respond to any filling requests,
If you are wondering what type of senior male members are in the club,
Afterword
Thank you for sharing the content with some delusions.
What I learned from this experience is that it is very difficult to capture the feelings of women.
That's it.
It's like a law that is being amended without knowing it.
Even if I act according to the law I've heard,
I feel that way sometimes.
What I say may change from time to time,
"Capturing the feelings of this moment, not words on the surface"
As a woman, I feel like that's the only correct answer.
However, it is quite difficult to grasp it.It seems almost impossible.
Women's psychology still needs to be studied. .
Also, if Aya has any regrets, it's erotic.
Her spread legs cowgirl position that makes you feel like you are being eaten by a tarantula.
I will still taste it from time to time. .
I was thinking, but when I went drinking at the end of the year,
I'm going to say hello to both parents on this new year's holiday.
By the way, I just received a marriage report from another daughter a week ago, so "
We will meet again in the new year,
While thinking that if I can support her peaceful future,
In addition, whether the activity stance as a "fill-in-the-hole" is ingrained,
“Are you a business trip host?”
They said.
There is no way I can be bald like this. (smile)
It's just that the ′′ hole filling stick ′′ is exhausted.
Thank you for reading until the end!