Relationship with dad who thinks it would be good to continue forever

What kind of mentality do women who are working as dads have right now?I am surprisingly tired.

One of the reasons is age.

It's normal for people in their 30s to feel insecure.

Certainly, we are not in the water business.

That's why, compared to the bar business, it's basically a one-on-one relationship, so I wondered if the other man would like me on the spot.don't you like it?There is a place to be decided by.

Like a barber shop, there is no element of sales or how much alcohol can be opened.

However, as all women know, when it comes to basic dad activities, young children are overwhelmingly advantageous.

Then, is there no demand for people in their 30s like me?

It's also different.

I also have a firm grip on my dad, and I think it's a profession that doesn't pose a problem even if I start in my 30s.

However, the issue of proportions worries me.

From my own experience, I can see that the "quality of dads" is clearly declining between the 20s and 30s.

"Papa's quality" is a place of allowance.

It means that the price will go down.

That is not all.

Surprisingly, there were many opportunities to get presents, but in my 30s, I couldn't get them unless I begged to some extent.

When I was in my 20s, I honestly didn't say anything even though I couldn't do anything.

However, after reaching the age of 30, I was a little attracted to men.

For example, when I went out to eat French food, I didn't really understand the table manners, so I asked my dad honestly.

"Will this fork be used externally?" was the only question.

So, maybe I was wrong when I asked him while looking at Papa's face, but his face was clearly twitching.

I'm sure she was thinking, "How many years has this woman been working as a dad and eating good food? Just remember it."I guessed a little.

That is not all.

I'm going to think about Papa in my own way.

In such a way, when I share time with my dad, I think there's always a feeling of the atmosphere.

Isn't there a time when the air in the space between the two of you feels weirdly heavy and the conversation doesn't go as planned?If I dare say it, it's been a long time since I've met a papa who doesn't have many words.

In that case, is it correct for me to remain silent as well?Or, it may be superficial, but is it better to actively throw in a lot of topics on the spot?I don't know which one is correct.

That's why, in order not to make the atmosphere heavy, I basically throw up the topic.

However, I always went in a strange direction, and my dad once gave me a look like, "How long are you going to keep thinking you're in your 20s?"

At that time, as expected, I asked my dad.

"Now think about your age? Did you send me a look?"

Then, at first I denied it, but at the end I was told something like "Maybe I should grow up a little more", which was quite a shock.

I thought that even then.

I'm sure if you're in your 20s you should be allowed.

I have a disease problem

Basically, the age group of the men I deal with in Papa Katsu is high.

So, maybe I shouldn't say this, but there's also the problem of not knowing when your favorite daddy is sick and the "contract is terminated."

I'm also sounding the alarms to my close friends about this.

I think you can see that I'm working as a dad, but isn't it surprisingly difficult to find the ideal dad on your own?It's easy to just sign a contract with Daddy.

However, I don't think this daddy is the best.

Meanwhile, there was a girl who was too absorbed in thinking about anything and narrowed down to one person.

This is my past.

Then, in about 10 months, my dad's diabetes got worse and I couldn't see him normally, so the contract was canceled.

Won't you join me after that?I have been asked the question.

However, going that far is a violation of the rules for me, who works as a dad. (My own rules)

So, rather than abandoning him, I thanked him in my own way and said goodbye.

I mean after that.

Because I was narrowing down to that daddy frame, I have no allowance at all while looking for the next one.

Even though I was introduced to him by a dating club, my previous dad was too good, so I ended up comparing him and making the conditions quite strict.

I'm sure this is a dad life.

Currently, if the contracted papa is on good terms, I have to prepare for the end to come somewhere.

It's a sad thing.

No one can change this.

You can get sick here.

Papa life is a free job, but mentally wears out.

After all, more than receiving an allowance, I think I have an obligation to satisfy the other party.

If this is just fun, the allowance won't go up after all, and it will end with a short-term contract.

On the flip side, all of the papa active girls who have long-term contracts are holding men firmly and satisfying them.

I don't think a woman who neglects this, no matter how cute or beautiful she is, can't sign a long-term contract.

The reason is that men always complain, and to put it simply, they get tired of it.

But... it's also about making men happy...

From a male perspective, I think 30s is still young.

Just because you're "still young" doesn't mean you're "young".

In other words, I call it "age prolongation."

That's why I don't feel happy when people tell me that I'm still young.

This is the only reality I have to accept because I can't go back to the past.

Don't you think being a dad is hard?

There is a high possibility that the things that were treated favorably when you were young will no longer exist, or that a man who you thought was stable will fall ill and reach the end.

On the other hand, there are also papa-katsu-joshi who provide for many men by themselves, but to be honest, I have never heard of a story where everything is going well.

Listen to how busy you are.

That's it.

But I don't hear about him quitting Papa-katsu, so I think everyone is doing well.

But am I nearing the end?There is no change in what I think.

For that reason, I am studying in order to be able to do some business on my own as a way to spend my time other than working as a dad.

I also learned that from my dad.

I thought that even if my dad collapsed, I would be able to do other things as long as I learned the HOW TO.

I don't think age matters in this regard.

Even if you want to live as a dad, it would be easier to have a weapon that allows you to go to another path without being bound by it.

Please think about it.