The longer you are a father, the more worries you have.

The longer a father is active, the more problems arise.

This is, of course, a story up to that point.

Among them, the first thing I would like to focus on is the issue after the contract with Dad.

I'm sure this problem is faced by women who are working as fathers.I think it's something that can happen to anyone.

Personally speaking, it would be no exaggeration to say that this is an annual event.

In the end, even if you have a very good impression at first, once you actually sign the contract, you will start to see a lot of things that are disappointing, and if you hold back, the stress you endure will come back to you.

Being a dad is a business.

Even if I keep telling myself this, somewhere along the line I'm starting to feel naive.

One reason is that dads are not alone.

I am currently under contract with several dads at the same time.

Therefore, when adding new fathers, it is inevitable to compare them with the fathers currently under contract.

Even though she knows this is wrong and is disrespectful to her father, she naturally does it.

I think women in the same situation would probably understand.

Especially if you've been trying to be a dad for many years, you'll end up with the habit of keeping only the dads who suit you.

That's how much I've never had any trouble finding my dad.

I'm sure this won't happen if you search for it on an app.

I'm sure the dating club I use is too good.

Meanwhile, dads also have various appearances and personalities.

There is no limit to that, if you include age.

Of course, as someone who has been a father for a long time, I already have the ability to instantly know, ``This type of person is right for me.''

For this reason, in most cases, a contract is finalized within minutes of the first meeting. (When he was new to daddy life, he almost always talked to men for more than an hour.)

Even though I have such special capabilities, there are about 2-3 people every year who feel like ``I've done it'' after signing a contract.

Among them, the most common one is personality inconsistency with the father.

For example, recently, when signing a contract, I get the impression that someone has a very generous heart.

However, after actually going on three dates, I started thinking, ``Yeah?''

Just recently, I was three minutes late for a meeting due to a train delay.

Of course, I'm fully aware that it's my fault.

However, even though I had typed in the line 15 minutes before the meeting, saying, ``I'm going to be late due to a train delay. I apologize for the inconvenience,'' I actually went to the meeting place and this is what my dad said to me.

"Why were you late? Are you the type of person who doesn't value time that much? It's not the number of minutes you're late that matters. Social common sense says that being late is bad. Please be more careful next time."

This is what they keep talking about on the way to the restaurant.

Ladies, can you stand it?I endured.

However, during the meal afterwards, they started talking, ``Are you usually late a lot?'' and as expected, I was tired.

So, when I told him, ``I'm not usually late. Today, the train just happened to be delayed. I'm really sorry.'' Dad said something shocking.

"I'll teach you some social common sense from now on."

Honestly, I was exhausted.

That's why I said this.

``I'm sorry that you took the time to become a father, but could you cancel my contract tonight? Of course, it's my fault today. I've been contacting you via LINE.However, I don't feel like I'll be able to enjoy being a father if I keep being told this way forever.So, for both of us, let's say goodbye today.''

When I told her this, her father reluctantly agreed.

Things like this happen a lot when you're a father.

Something like this happened too

This was four years ago.

I was good friends with my dad, who I was dating at the time, and he always had a smile on my face.

I felt that I was needed as a father, thinking, ``I wonder if I am healing my father.''

However, an incident occurred.

I had never had a drink with this dad.

For that reason, I invited him to have a drink with me.

Of course, my dad happily agreed, so we went to a rather fashionable bar in Omotesando together.

Then, my dad, who always had a smile on his face, started drinking and we had been drinking for an hour.

The dad I knew wasn't there.

Surprisingly, he's the type of person who gets really drunk when he drinks alcohol, and even the staff at the store are cursing at me.

The elegant father I knew no longer existed.

And what my dad said to me.

``Will my parents cry if I try to be a dad?''

It was just a shock.

I thought those words were too harsh for someone like me who is working hard to make my father's life a business.

There was far too little respect for him, and even though he was under the influence of alcohol, I thought, ``Is this what you really mean?'' That's how I interpreted him.

Later, when I told my dad about the conversation, he said, ``Did I say that?'' It seems like he doesn't remember the conversation at all.

I knew it before I spoke.

Wouldn't that be your reaction to "cutting off the shira"?That's right.

I was depressed because I trusted my dad a lot.

Of course, Dad later apologized.

After that, the contract continued for about two months, but I couldn't get the incident at the bar out of my head, so we parted ways after that.

I'm also a trusting person, so when something goes wrong after I sign a contract with my dad, I really get depressed.