Hello!It's a leaf.

Officially, she is a high-income Arafo girl who sprinkles negative ions and is full of erotic things in her head every day.

This time, I was safely one year older.

But it's still "around the clock".

Will I be able to live as a dad until the end of my life?


It was fun to see the many wonderful birthday presents I received from my dad this time, each with their own sense.

The most expensive gift I've ever received was a ¥150 accessory given to me by a single boyfriend I was in a proper relationship with.

I had a long-term relationship with this guy, so I don't know the total amount of presents.


I love gifts for myself.

A small apartment costing more than 5000 million yen and two cars costing 1000 million yen and 700 million yen are gifts to myself.

I really like spending money.


Unfortunately, I don't have much savings.

This is the big problem...

Next year's goal should be "saving money even if you don't have a goal"... I'm thinking about it.

If I didn't use the allowance I received from Papa and saved it... Oh my God!Isn't it already several million yen!

It was supposed to be...

Recently, I've been spending a lot of money, and before I knew it, I ended up spending it all on trivial things~

From now on, we will make sure to use transparent gold so that it does not become unusable gold.
 

my weakness

Now.

I just realized the biggest point this year.

It was also my weakness.

It's been less than a year since I started working as a dad.

Did I really become happy through the money and gifts I received from Papa...

I finally got the answer.
(In my case, though...)


result.

Yes.

I couldn't be happier.

I didn't really feel happy at all.

Because there is only one answer.

From "I'm Not My Lover".


I've always believed that papa katsu is about enjoying the gaps in love, and enjoying those gaps.

I am satisfied with the many things I do.

Eating delicious food, staying in luxury hotels, and spending luxurious time make me happy.

I thought so.

Then one day, there was a moment when I suddenly came back to reality, and something slipped out of the top of my head.

that moment,
(Sorry, old dads.)

It all started to feel silly.
 

I realized something important, then

It's no fun without love

I can't be satisfied without love

I can't get excited without love

Without love there is no real exaltation

As soon as I realized a base point that was very important to me, I took action.


It's a farewell to two dads.


Is that the leading role of the column before?Dad, a practicing doctor who has also become a doctor, and Dad, a businessman.

In fact, I started getting involved with my father, a practitioner, at work, and since we both started to involve the people around us, even when we were on a date, the conversation became full of work and gradually faded away...

I started feeling awkward.

Not only in private relationships, but when it comes to work, the romance somehow fades away.


now!

Let's go ahead and clean it up now.

I'm sure Dad feels the same way.


I thought, and both of them confided everything in their hearts.


I want our relationship to be clear.

I want to hit a period in the relationship that leads to money.

It wasn't because I fell in love with her, but actually my heart didn't move.


And so on.


If you take over the work, we don't have to move ourselves, so we don't have to meet.

"This is fine"

I was able to say goodbye with a refreshing feeling.
 

change in mood

It certainly was at first.

A lot of romances.

My heart was pounding with my daddy, and just imagining the situation the next time we met would make me excited and a little worried.

It's almost the same as normal driving in love, or rather, it's almost as close as possible.


But when did it start to become vain?

I can't say it's empty, so it may be that I'm bored rather than empty.

Yes, it may just be the word "I'm tired".

I'm tired of eating at luxury hotels.


"Let me indulge you."

That kind of thing doesn't move my feelings.

"Feelings are only moved by feelings"I was able to reconfirm this again at this age.

I don't want money first, what did I want?


It was love.


I haven't had a boyfriend for a long time.

Maybe he really wanted real love.

I can't.

Papa is not active (laughs).

Spoil yourself from the bottom of your heart, play tactics that is the real pleasure of romance, and spend events together.

really that kind of"Normal Things Lovers Do"You may have wanted to

Not a heart-pounding love game, but a real love with a solid sense of security.

I seem to have a rather indistinguishable personality.

"This is a job"Girls who have been doing dad activities for many years, it might be amazing.


In 2019, while confirming a little more about that, I would like to live honestly with my feelings and spend my days even more fulfilling than in 2018.

When you start to feel fulfilled, it might be close to the day you declare your retirement as a dad...!


It was Alaforleaf, who was starting to get a little tired of dating games.

Thank you for reading this time.

Thank you for your continued support in 2019!


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