The reason I started working as a dad was the environment I was in.

The dream I can't give up is a job in the entertainment industry.In particular, I want to mainly do plays and songs.

However, performing arts jobs are really expensive.

Especially acting and singing must take lessons.


I took a lot of auditions so as not to burden myself as much as possible. (Because I thought that if the environment changed, the burden on me would be reduced.)

The so-called major record companies have new talent auditions every year, and I took them one after another. (That's about 20 a year, including small auditions.)


However, all the successful applicants are girls who are in the office.

I wasn't even taken care of, but luckily there was a turning point.

It's small, but I managed to get into the office thanks to an office scout.
 

Ideal and reality

When I actually entered, the reality was completely different from the ideal I had thought.

I found out after signing the contract that all acting and singing lessons would cost money, even though I was in the office.

I was told that if I didn't take a lesson class run by that office, the office would also be dismissed.


Every month, the only lesson is acting and singing, and another day is a dance lesson.

The total was over 10.

It became an environment that can not be helped if it is a normal part-time job. (Rent is expensive in Tokyo. However, if you are too far from the 23 wards, you won't be able to attend lessons.)


If I was a minor, I think I could have consulted with my parents.

However, despite his parents' objections, he moved from the countryside to Tokyo, and is only 24 years old. (He has lived in Tokyo for three years.)

My parents' job is also an ordinary office worker.

Even if my mouth is torn,please helpIt was an environment where I couldn't say anything like that.


Of course, I also experienced the water business.

I can't drink alcohol, so I can't get nominations even if I work at a club or cabaret...

Of course, if you want to get a customer who is looking for a body, you can get it, but the job I want to do is entertainment.

From the office, the water business and the future "Never do anything that causes problems"I was reminded.

So I was silently doing the water business to make a living.


The lesson fee was high every month and the living expenses were also high, and the most difficult thing was entertainment.

Unsuccessful entertainers are allowed to attend or invited to parties such as popular producers.

The reason is that I was able to have expectations that I might be able to remember myself and make some connections there.

However, I can't go to such a place to wear uni-ro.

For that reason, I wore branded items and went a little pretentious. (There was also an instruction from the office not to come in strange clothes)

No matter how I thought about it, I thought that if I had a normal job, I would not be able to make a living, and I would not be able to continue unless I worked as a pillow or at a brothel.


To be honest, "I wonder if the entertainment system is a job where a child from a rich family can be originally?" I thought both.

But to a friend in the same office "A woman's dream is not something that can be thrown away so easilyWhen I consulted with "Do you know that there is a dad life?Are there a lot of children doing it?”, Papa Katsu heard for the first time.

So, I looked up dad activities on the internet and thought, "Maybe this suits me now?"