Hello!

Outwardly, she scatters negative ions, but in reality, she's an Arafo girl who is overflowing with eroticism every day.


Lately, I've been trying to make time to think by myself.

When the rainy season is over and summer is in full swing and it's getting hotter, my head is in a steam bath.

When one knowledge comes in, one evaporates.

And one more knowledge, another disappears., repeat.

This is fine.


In the world, a new drug that brings back memories has been invented.

I think it's actually for Alzheimer's disease, but I have a hunch that I'll need to try that new drug someday, as I'm on the verge of a reserve.
 

Love for women around XNUMX

What kind of love will you have when you turn 40?

what I've been thinking all along.from a young age.


I love 12 cm heels such as Louboutin and Manolo, so I imagined myself in my 50s with curly hair, high heels, and a miniskirt, and I had a lot of anxiety.

Women in their 50s with 13cm heels and miniskirts and curly hair are unsightly.

At that time, I was already 20 years old, and when I saw women who were 2.3 years older than me by 23 years, for some reason I thought they were old women, and I wondered if I would end up like this!I was worried.


resulting in.


How are you now?

I wonder what about?

Are you in your 40s as you imagined?

In my twenties, could you imagine me now?

No way, did you think you'd live as a dad?

Did you think your life would be more fun than when you were in your 20s?


No, I can't imagine.Life like this.

It would be rude to me now to say "this kind of life".

I was supposed to get married and live a normal life.


But what is normal?

I, who is no longer humanly normal, do not understand the concept of normal.

But I think I'm fine with this.

A slightly crazy Arafo girl who is active as a dad.

An Arafo girl who can be said to be unusual.

And the pride is unnecessarily high.
 

Current situation of around XNUMX girls

When it comes to love, it's normal.

Even alphas usually fall in love.

However, unlike when I was young, I have an incomprehensible boldness.

That's why I can do dad life at this age.


But experience often gets in the way.

I don't want to get hurt, so the guard is also stiffened to some extent.

Occasionally, I get into bargaining because of my age, and I think about the merits and demerits of being a full-fledged person.

Exactly half strength and half weakness.

I've already lived half my life, but I may still have to live more than twice as long.When I think about it, I suddenly feel uneasy.


And I like myself fighting anxiety.


This is the current situation of Arafo girls who are active as dads.

You can't be beautiful without doing anything, so of course you need to make an extra effort.


Honestly, beauty and health cost money.

It's taken enough so far, but it will take more and more from now on.

However, we need to spend a lot of time and money to maintain a balance between looking like we are in our 30s on the outside, but still being an adult on the inside.

You really use your head.
 

about sex

When it comes to sex, I have a clear preference.

I probably like to play a little different.

For example, in a narrow space.

This excites me for some reason.

I usually don't like tight spaces and low ceilings, but when it comes to sex, I get aroused in tight spaces and low ceilings.

Do you get excited about being moved in a range where you can't move much?

Why?It's a mystery.

I think we still need to do some digging here.


Also, I like the kind of play where someone who is usually kind will tie you up a little violently.

in this case"usually kind person” is the point.

Such a gap!I get excited when I think about it.


As you get older, it's important to have sex in your head.

It is important to some extent whether you can have sex while imagining not only the visible range but also the invisible range.

In short, I like to have sex while imagining the background.


By the way, I've come to understand that I'm not good at SM.

Sometimes the cool me revives, so just imagining the role of the queen or the role of the teacher is enough.

Thinking back on the past when I was used to the role, I realized that it was unreasonable.


I became around XNUMX and finally understood my excitement barometer!

In this area, I don't hold back like I did when I was younger.

I can tell my dad quite clearly what I like.

So you can enjoy it.
 

Old people are complicated

Our mature woman team often discusses the theme of what kind of life they will feel uneasy about in the near future when women get together.

"Thanks to my age and experience, I have more to forgive'

"At my age, I can't call it luxury.so accept anything'

While saying, lie!

I feel the same way about men, but in the end, my tastes become clearer, my mind seems to have become broader and narrower... As a result, I let my ego through.


It's confusing, old people.


While saying such things, I would like to continue to enjoy dad activities from now on.

I wonder if someone can make an offer for me.

In the summer, my sexual desire increases and I am troubled.

However, this is also a good point of Arafo, and also a weakness.

It's still worth thinking through dad life and researching it.


Thank you again for reading.

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