Love Vaccine Episode XNUMX "Trauma VS Pleasure"

"Love Vaccine"

Desire for love and sex can sometimes destroy life like a disease.Love vaccine prevents this.
Anyone can be inoculated by paying the admission fee and setting fee, and can safely experience pseudo-romance.
 

The girl is a national university student.I have a boyfriend in the science department.
"Why did you join the club?"
“Until now, I haven’t had much contact with older men.
That's true too.Almost all female students answer yes.It's like reading a job interview manual.
But in all things there is more than one reason.And it's hidden in her unconsciousness that she doesn't even notice.
 
An hour later, Mr. Mac was walking with the girl down the hotel hallway to his room.
I had dinner with her at the restaurant on the top floor of the hotel.
When Mac goes on a first date at night, he usually orders single dishes and alcohol from this restaurant.
It's painful for at least one of them to sit with a man and a woman who meet for the first time, who are different ages and live in different worlds, and who don't know each other very well and don't know how much to talk about themselves, and sit together for two hours. right.
That's why Mac never asks for a course meal on a first date.
It's Mac's style and consideration for the other party.
After getting in bed and getting along, it depends on the other person, but they love each other like lovers.
Money is spent to please others as well as yourself.When I take a girl on a business trip to Tokyo, I always stay at Aman.No girl isn't thrilled with the view overlooking the Imperial Palace from the all-suite.
After that formal meal, cocktails, and conversation, she agreed, and Mr. Mac left his seat at the front desk of the hotel.This is to check availability.
I secured a room and returned to the table where she was waiting.She checked the slip, took the coat she had left, got off the elevator halfway up, and the two of them headed for their room.
 
At the end of the meal, when Mr. Mack said that he would like to prepare a room if possible, the expression on the girl's face was very similar in the case of consent.
They look alike, but on the other side,
(I did it! The story is quick and helpful, this uncle)
(XNUMX. Well, it's on the higher side of the market, so it's OK, but if you look happy, you'll lose, so you have to brace yourself.)
(I was relieved that they seemed to like it. But from now on, I'll do my best!)
I feel like I can hear different voices of my heart.I may be crazy.
But this girl didn't hear it.A strange feeling.
Very easily, I accepted it as if it were a matter of course and nodded.
What is it?This feeling.
  Mr. Mac entered the room with the two girls and recommended a shower first.The girl who came out wrapped in a bath towel smiled,
sorry in advance,
said and smiled.When Mac came out of the shower, the girl was looking at the night view from the window.
It looks like he's remembering something.At Mac's urging, I lay down on his bed and tried to kiss him.
"I'm sorry, I can't kiss you. Neither my mouth nor my body. I'm not good at having my body licked."
"Is that so? Is it bad for my boyfriend?"
"No, I can't do it with my boyfriend."
"Do you touch?"
"Not at all"
Mac puts his hand on his genitals.
I don't hate it.
It's wet enough though.
When she gently caresses, she pant voice.

It feels good.
  Insert your finger and touch deeply.My body trembles and my vagina tightens.Sensitivity seems to be good.Mac raises the pitch of her finger movements.
she speaks up
"It feels good, but no, don't kiss me."
"I won't hate you. Is it okay if I hold you?"
"Hold me tighter, but no, no kisses, no licking!"
Inserted, she had two small climaxes, and Mr. Mac ejaculated.
Even at that moment, the words she uttered

"No kissing, no licking, ah, it feels good!"

was.
  "Alright?"
she tears.
“I am a sex addict.
"... (pause) Eh, is that so?"
"I used to shout that I couldn't be kissed or licked, right? I was raped when I was in high school. On my way home, a car I didn't know followed me from behind, and when I thought the door opened, a few people started talking to each other. They held me down, tied me up, and took me to a car... after that, I was raped in a bush somewhere, but I hated being licked and kissed all over my body."
"... That's right. It was hard."
"But sex feels good. That's why I'm crazy. I'm a sex addict."
 
Mack is not a psychiatrist and is not qualified to comment.
But is this child really a sex addict?
I feel like she's just a normally sensitive girl with some trauma...
It seems that I have decided that I am strange because I had a very unpleasant and scary experience, but because I am naturally sensitive, I feel good with sex.
What this girl needs, whether it's a boyfriend or an uncle, is that she needs to have consenting, gentle and caring sex over and over again, like melting ice little by little, overwriting bad memories with good memories. Mac also thought.
Isn't "no sex" counterproductive?Well, as for Mr. Mac, he didn't want to let go of such a sensitive and tight-knit child, and there was also a side of him who twisted the reasoning that was convenient for him.
Or, it's like PTSD, so the event itself, like the flashback to the rape scene, isn't good for her to forget the past?
Psychologically, they may be right.
But the psychiatrist probably doesn't know she's so sensitive and wet.
  she is
“Thank you very much for today.
He smiled and went home.
I haven't seen her since.Because she doesn't respond when I email her.
The club's relationship type was down to A for a while, but eventually I withdrew.
What are you doing now?Does the fact that she cut off contact with me mean she had strong flashbacks of sexual rape?
Perhaps she tried to overcome it by having sex with a stranger.Was that the real reason she signed up for the dating club?
Readers may want to read more, but what they want to know the most is Mr. Mack himself.In the case of erotic novels, the girl would have a body that can't climax unless she played rape. No hair.
Someday, if I have the chance to meet this girl again, I would like to take my time and listen to her story.
At that time, I plan to order a full-course meal and treat myself. (Continue)


Mac